"It's normal for accidents to happen to ship girls. We are born to fight. As consumables against the Sirens, casualties are inevitable." Helena smiled, but her eyes were filled with tears.
“But you are
"Su Xin."
"You are different."
"You are a human being, a commander, and according to what the Purifiers said, you are even an important part of the future."
"You should think more about yourself, shouldn't you?"
“No one forces you to do anything.”
"We just want you to be safe."
"Now you tell me that you want to go to the vicinity of the front line, to places where you might encounter Sirens, just for the so-called strengthening, for the so-called development, for the so-called growth."
"Do you think I can agree to this?"
After Helena finished speaking, she lowered her head and wiped the corners of her eyes, and never looked up again. The other ship girls present also looked very depressed. They all had the same idea. In their hearts, the commander they had chosen was irreplaceable.
Su Xin was very calm, her face was still pale, the color of her eyes was the same as usual, and even the straight lines of her lips had not changed. She was silent for a while, then slowly sat on the edge of the bed, and slowly refuted in a calm tone without any change.
"Low-probability events are unavoidable, but with my current abilities, the probability of another hijacking is infinitely close to zero."
"Shipgirls are not born to fight, just like poultry are not born to be eaten by humans, and weapons are not born for war."
"I don't think you are consumable. There is no essential difference between you and me. You all have self-awareness and emotions. You just have more powerful powers."
"The title of commander is not a privilege, it is just a name. If you want, you can change it to admiral, name, or nickname. It's all the same."
"Even if I am an important part of the future, it doesn't mean I have to be affected by it, and sit back and enjoy the status quo for possible reasonable practices and meaningless fame."
“No one forced me to do anything.”
"Like sister Helena, I just hope you are all safe and healthy. I just hope we can live happily together."
The words were very emotionless, making people feel that Su Xin was just reading the lines, but in fact, these were Su Xin's heartfelt words. She just couldn't take into account the expression of emotions when thinking about the narration. The emotional defect made her look
It may seem unkind, but in fact, everyone knows that their commander really takes everyone seriously and respects everyone.
Helena seemed to become even more agitated after hearing this. She waved away Phoenix's hand that was handing her the tissue, and loudly retorted to Su Xin, who she had loved so much in the past but was now in confrontation with.
"You are always like this! Can you please take care of your own safety?"
"Every time you encounter danger, you act as if you don't care. How can you not care?"
"When you were still an ordinary person, you dared to come to the beach to deliver things despite the bombardment. How can you be so capable? If you don't think about yourself, you should think about me at least!"
"I really don't want to lose anyone! Ugh...really...ah...don't push me anymore..."
"Susu..."
"Wow...stay here...don't go..."
"I'm sorry...please don't leave me again..."
"I can help...really...stay..."
Helena squatted down, covering her cheeks, sobbing uncontrollably. After wiping her face twice with her sleeves, she stood up, lowered her head and walked out quickly, leaving behind only a few fragmented words.
"You guys... uh... discuss it... I'm sorry...
With Helena's departure, the room fell silent. The ship girls looked at each other, but none of them could come up with an answer. Miss Hood also found this difficult, and she compromised after thinking for a while.
"You can go, but you must bring two people with you. I will never allow you to go alone."
"...Huh? I was planning to go with three of us."
"...Then why didn't you say it just now?"
"You didn't ask me."
Everyone looked at each other, and Phoenix stood up, pulled Su Xin, glared at her, and pointed outside.
"Go now!"
"Ah? Oh oh oh..."
ps: I woke up and found that it was under maintenance. I am dying without reading book reviews for a week_(x3」△)_
Chapter 126 Finalization
"Knock knock."
"elder sister?"
"Knock knock knock."
"Sister Helena?"
"Excuse me, could you open the door?"
"Knock knock."
"Sister Helena?"
Su Xin didn't know whether the door of the room was locked or not, but she didn't dare to open it. After all, the quarrel just now and Helena's crying and sobbing were still lingering in her mind.
She knew that she was not good at some things, so she did not dare to make any rash moves, fearing that when she turned the handle, she would hear a slight sound of resistance, and she was also afraid of adding to Helena's negative emotions in the room.
Therefore, I dared only hesitate outside the door.
The other ship girls did not follow out. They might have been discussing specific matters in their own rooms. After all, this matter was indeed rather sudden and tricky, and there was no room for any mistakes.
With no one to give her advice, Su Xin became even more timid. The last time she reconciled with Lafite, it was mainly because the fight was not so big. In addition, she stood in front of the door and thought of many plans, so she barely suppressed her shame and continued.
But at least the problem that time was easier to solve, and she also met Rafi. Now she couldn't even enter Helena's room, and the only solution was to promise to stay in the port area. Could it be that this
Would you ask her to break into the house, admit her mistake directly, but refuse to change?
"Hmm... I think I'll be taught a lesson by Phoenix and Dad..."
Su Xin shook her head and stopped thinking about it. She knew where the problem lay. They were all worried about the other party's personal safety and didn't want them to take risks. But Su Xin really felt that her solution was more reliable.
Su Xin herself analyzed that although she could not compare with a regular shipgirl in terms of continuous movement, when in danger, she could rely on the explosive power of her external equipment, as well as the dynamic vision and reaction speed of the shipgirl form.
She could escape from the battlefield, and even relying on her wakizashi and strong physique, she could easily chop down cannonballs with a knife.
In addition, she really did not regard Helena and the others as different from ordinary people. She really did not think that there was anything special about her identity. If it was at the beginning, when she was still an ordinary human, she would still
Always remind yourself that you are not as good as the ship girl.
But now the gap between her and the ship girls is gradually narrowing, and she can finally be put to use. She doesn't have to stay in a safe place and live in fear like a fragile porcelain doll.
This feeling of being able to help finally allowed Su Xin, who had always been inferior, to regain some confidence. In every aspect, she was working towards being relied upon.
Now she got the chance. After analysis, she found that the safety of this idea was actually quite good. The idea of disguising herself as a wandering ship girl was not difficult to implement. Although there were not many wandering ship girls in the world, the base number was definitely huge.
It is normal for two or three new ones to be born from the sea.
What she needs to worry about now is how to convince Helena. What she just forgot to mention is that "she is not traveling alone" is actually very important. After all, it always makes her feel more at ease to have one or two more sisters around.
Thinking of this, Su Xin licked her lips and started knocking on the door again.
"Knock knock."
"Sister Helena, I'm sorry..."
"I didn't mean to make you angry."
"Knock knock."
"Actually, I'm not going alone. I'm going with one or two sisters from the port area..."
"Knock knock."
"..."
Seeing that there was no response from the room, Su Xin didn't want to lean over to listen. The knocking sound was somewhat annoying, so she didn't dare to knock anymore, for fear of annoying Helena and making her even more angry. So she had to squat in front of Helena's door.
Su Xin, who was very hygienic, was very careful not to lean against the wall and her clothes did not drag on the ground. She stayed there like a little mushroom, curled up nice and still.
"Sister Helena...I know you are worried about me."
"But I'm already..." Su Xin paused, remembering that she was only 17, not even 17 years old, so she had to change the subject, "I'm almost an adult."
"You know I'm shy."
"And he's stupid and can't speak."
"I know you're worried about me, but I'm worried about you too."
“I’m pretty good now.”
"Look, I run fast, react quickly, have a good memory, and I even beat the Purifier, right?"
Purifier: I am offended :)
"So can you trust me for a moment? Just for a moment..."
"Didn't I say before that I would come to save you if you were in danger?"
"Although I always come a long time late..."
"If I were a little more capable, I should be able to make it in time."
"Sister Helena."
"In fact, in my heart, you are not a ship girl, and I am not a commander."
"I only know that you are Sister Helena, and I also only know that I am a useless sister who likes to be taken care of by my sister."
"Everyone is the same." Su Xin tilted her head, thought for a moment, and repeated it again, "Everyone is the same..."
"I didn't mean to cause you any trouble. I just wanted to be stronger so that I could go to the sea with you guys, either to fight or patrol."
".·····I don't want to wait for news at home anymore."
Su Xin's tone was as straightforward as ever, but her words were full of warmth. It was unclear whether she had prepared something in mind or was just mumbling naturally.
“So I still want to go.”
Su changed the subject, and the words of comfort he had originally intended to convey suddenly jumped to another direction. Without realizing it, he was still talking in front of Helena, reciting the data supporting her conclusion and the comparison of various plans to prove that
The reliability of your decision.
Helena in the door realized something was wrong as she listened. Why did she start talking to me about probabilities and plans? Is this what I want to hear?
So he immediately stood up from the floor beside the door, opened the door in front of him, and stared at the little figure squatting on the ground with his back to him, still chattering about analyzing and comparing. He was so angry that he stretched out his legs and rushed towards the person in front of him.
A kick to the little butt.
The force used was not strong, only causing Su Xin's body to shake slightly. She was frightened and was interrupted halfway through her speech. She jumped up with her hands covering her buttocks and turned around to look at Helen with a slightly red face.
Na.
Seeing her like this, Helena couldn't get angry. In fact, when Su Xin said that she was not going alone, she calmed down a lot. Then she listened to her own girl's inner confession and was very moved. If she hadn't...
The following is a paragraph about data analysis.
Helena frowned and said that Su Xin didn't understand feelings. She really cared about everyone, and every move she made revealed her kindness to the ship girls in the port area.
She is said to understand feelings, but she makes stupid moves from time to time, which makes people wonder what is wrong with her brain. Anyway, Helena was furious after hearing the data. She couldn't help but feel upset when she saw Su Xin covering her little butt.
Knowing where to scatter it, he could only glare at Su Xin again.
"Can't you open the door yourself?"
"I...I'm afraid you'll be unhappy."
Helena looked at her. "Isn't there enough things that make me unhappy? Is this one more thing?"
Su Xin covered her buttocks and dared not speak. Seeing this, Helena turned around and walked back into the house. She paused halfway when she didn't hear any footsteps.
"Don't come in yet."
"...Oh."
Su Xin followed Helena into the room reluctantly. Seeing Helena sitting on the sofa, she didn't dare to go over. She could only stand obediently in front of Helena, staring blankly.
Helena looked up at Su Xin and sighed, which frightened Su Xin. "I'm sorry..."
"...Am I that scary?"
Su Xin secretly glanced at Helena's tearful eyes and eyelashes, but didn't dare to answer.
