Chapter 645: Staying Alive is a Must (Part )
[Faced with Dark's reasons, she, Timitite, could not refute.
At this moment, she also knew that although she had escaped from the island where she was used as a tool, she had entered another cage.
The people in this cage would not treat her as a tool and gave her enough respect, but the connection between friendship and camaraderie made her more painful at this moment.
She didn't understand why there was so much pain in the world!
If you can -
She is willing to bear it alone!
"Want to give it a try?"
After that, Dak handed the knife to her with a hint of expectation and relief in his eyes.
At this moment, she understood the meaning behind Dark's eyes. She, who wanted to adopt Namichi as her daughter, snatched the knife and slashed his neck.
She knew that Dak was also suffering from mental torment, but for the sake of the entire team and the dying leader, he could not think of any other solution.
Death, at this moment, is also what Dak hopes for.
but--】
Namitit refused.
She knelt in the mud, tears streaming down her face.
reject?
Do you have the courage to say no to others?
No!
After more than two hundred years, Namitit has already figured out what kind of person he is.
When Namiqi turned into a bloated, inhuman alien body, and had been suffering the pain of her children dying, being killed while alive, and being made into clay pot rice, she did not have the courage to kill her adopted daughter, and then commit suicide, to find liberation in death together...
When Dake handed the knife to her, she did not have the courage to take it and kill Dake who would not resist at all, and end it all...
"I'm just running away, running away..." Timitite sobbed, expressing his own incompetence and cowardice.
Mother?
She doesn't deserve it!
Perhaps, it was precisely because of her cowardice that God arranged such a fate for her...
now.
Namiqi's phantom had begun to slowly dissipate, but her gentle gaze still stared at Timitite until the last bit of the phantom disappeared.
"Don't...don't go, Namichi, take me with you!"
Timitite rushed forward, but fell into the mud. Her red eyes were stained with mud, but the mud fell back to the ground, leaving no filth on her body.
Rico hurried to her side and helped her up.
Mahaha also used its two fluffy tentacles to wipe away the tears from the corners of Timitite's eyes, calling "Mahaha" and "Mahaha", and making faces to make Namitite happy.
at this time.
Zhou Qing opened his eyes, slowly stood up, and looked at Timitite with a look of sympathy, helplessness, regret, and nostalgia, but there was no regret at all.
During this process, he obtained more information from the soul memory left by Namichi.
Timitite——
Although he is timid and cowardly, he is happy for others' happiness and sad for others' misfortune. He is a very simple person.
Zhou Qing saw himself in her past life. He had wanted to travel around the world, but had to give up due to financial reasons and family problems.
Speaking of which, as an ordinary person, Timitite was able to have such rich experiences, which were more exciting than her previous life. However, her experience before going to sea was too tragic, so that although she escaped from the island, her soul was still trapped on the island.
This remains the case today.
However, from eating humans and Namichi's children to torturing himself, Timitite has made some progress in the past two hundred years.
At least, before, in her grief, she truly faced her own problems and dared to admit them loudly, instead of being in a daze.
"Does Namichi hate me?" When Timitite's weak body could no longer bear her sadness and was trembling slightly, and even her breathing became weak, she leaned unconsciously in Mahaha's soft and fluffy arms, hoping that Zhou Qing could answer her question.
She didn't know why Zhou Qing could make Namiqi's figure appear just by sitting cross-legged on the stone platform, but she was sure that Zhou Qing must have had some deeper communication with Namiqi's soul that she could not perceive.
"No, she likes you very much and treats you as her biological mother." Zhou Qing shook his head.
"Then why... why am I the only one who didn't become a mutant? Why didn't Namichi take me with her?"
Timitite burst into tears again.
"It is precisely because she treats you as her real mother that she will never hurt you no matter who she hurts."
Zhou Qing said deeply, "But, I think you know that your daughter is more sensible and stronger than you, her mother.
So, she hopes that you can truly get out of the pain instead of just running away from it.
Only your body escaped from that island. Your heart is still trapped on that island...
Your daughter didn't know all this before, but in the past two hundred years, while you were sensing the situation in Nami Village through these unwilling souls, these silts also transmitted the most fearful memories in your heart to Namichi's soul.
Namiqi's child is actually the continuation of Namiqi's soul.
What I said is not a cliché, but a fact. That is to say, unlike normal children, Namiqi's children are copies of Namiqi's own body after being affected by the Heart of Dreams, and the children's souls are split from her own soul, but after the split, each one is an independent individual. "
At this point, Zhou Qing paused for a moment before continuing, "And Namiqi's last child, the one that the villagers called the reborn individual of part of Namiqi's soul, inherited Namiqi's hatred for the village..."
The villagers ate Namichi's children -
It is impossible to say that Namichi herself has no hatred towards the villagers, but what makes Namichi better than Timitite is that she knows that people cannot live in pain, hatred, and fear. Such a life is meaningless, and even if revenge is taken, there will only be emptiness.
Although Namić has no real children, she is a more qualified mother than Timitite.
Zhou Qing, who knows everything about Namiqi's past, thoroughly understands that the moment Namiqi got her dream heart and gained fertility, she understood what responsibilities she should bear as a mother.
After obtaining the first Dream Heart, Namichi silently made a wish in her heart: to have the ability to give birth to children.
The dream heart helped her achieve it, but the process and form were a little different from the normal way of conceiving a child...
After obtaining the second Heart of Dreams, Namichi had already given birth to many children. Her soul was already very weak, but she still silently made a second wish in her heart: to give the children a warm home.
The Heart of Dreams... once again helped her fulfill her dream, using her body as a carrier to create an inner world. However, because Namichi had been asked by Dark to have a child before, she subconsciously believed that her child should be a good person and should not keep asking for things from others. If you want to get something, you have to pay for it and you can't get it without working for it.
Therefore, this space has a rule: equal exchange.
However, due to various reasons, the executors became the souls of the dead children born to Namichi...
(End of this chapter)