He smiled wryly, his tone lower than ever, a look of confusion on his face, unable to find a reason to continue staying by her side.
Sang Luo frowned, "Why did you take the photos away?"
"Looking at them makes me unable to stop thinking about you, wanting to find you."
"So, you want to separate from me?"
"I..." He was silent, "I can't help you with anything anymore."
She was his motivation to become stronger and seize power. Over the years, he had tried his best to keep up with her, longing to be qualified to stand by her side, but now he was stuck in place, unable to catch up to her anymore.
His existence was dispensable, and he was caught in anxiety and doubt day and night, and could only put all his energy into other things.
He coveted her beauty, but didn't dare to indulge himself in asking for too much, just watching her from a distance was enough.
By cutting off hope, he would never be disappointed.
But her closeness would make him have unwarranted妄念,陷阱 again.
"Silly Cang Cang, you don't need to do anything for me, you've already helped me a lot." Sang Luo's eyes gradually became moist, and she shook her head, "As long as you and the children are well, I'm satisfied and have no other desires."
When she first came to the beast world, she was the most confused and helpless, and he was the one who stayed by her side, giving her a warm harbor and warming her anxious heart.
No matter when or where, he always had a place in her heart that others could never replace.
Lan Cang's throat was dry, and he looked at her, unable to say a word.
Sang Luo gave him a wry smile, opened her arms, "Come and hug me."
"..."
"You don't even dare to hug me anymore, so timid, not the Lan Cang I know."
Lan Cang stepped forward and hugged Sang Luo, "It's not like that." He put strength into his arms, holding her tightly, and whispered in her ear, "It's because I'm afraid of being too greedy, and once I lose it, it will be even more painful."
Sang Luo looked up at him, gently stroking the shallow scar on his cheek, "Cang Cang, you've also seen it long ago, I need to find a stronger beastman, I can't treat you wholeheartedly like before, and I spend much less time with you."
"I know." It was because he knew that he was afraid that he would delay her, he couldn't help her, and he felt even more guilty and uneasy.
Sang Luo shook her head, "But in my heart, there's no such thing as whether you deserve me or not, and I've never thought about these things. I only hope that you and the children can stay by my side."
"Luo Luo, if one day you need my life, I will give it to you without hesitation." His voice was choked with sobs.
"Don't talk nonsense, if you're gone, I'll be very sad." Sang Luo leaned her head on his solid chest, speaking softly, "Don't think like this again in the future, and don't alienate me anymore. I hope that every time I come back, the people I love will run out of the house, just like this, hugging me tightly."
"If you have anything unhappy in the future, you must also tell me, don't keep it in your heart, it will become a knot in your heart for a long time, and it will become a heart disease for a long time."
"Don't guess wildly in your heart, understand?"
"Cang Cang, in my heart, you are far more important than you think."
Drops of rain fell into her heart, the rain grew heavier and heavier, and the drought met the sweet rain, converging into rivers, setting off a storm of emotions.
Lan Cang covered the moisture in his eyes and gave a low hum, "I know."
Sang Luo let go of him and looked at the wounds on his body, which were more serious than she thought. Some of the wounds were still bleeding, "What's going on? Did you encounter a star beast tide?"
"It's more serious than a beast tide. There is an ice and snow disaster beast raging outside the city, injuring many beastmen. I want to lead a team to kill that disaster beast."
"Disaster beasts have also spread to the Northern Continent!" Sang Luo was surprised, "I heard that dozens of royal-level disaster beasts have been born. The disaster beast you encountered should also be a royal-level disaster beast."
Lan Cang nodded, "According to the information from the secret agents, the disaster beasts first spread from the Western Continent, and now they have spread to the Northern Continent. There should also be some in the Eastern Continent. I reminded Fenghuang and Young Marquis before I left, and they have made preparations for defense in advance."
"Fei Yuan didn't mention this to me. The Eastern Continent has blessed spiritual energy, and the cultivation of the beastmen is not low, so the situation should be better than the Western and Northern Continents." Sang Luo asked him to turn around, "I'll help you heal first."
"No need, they're all minor injuries, they'll heal in two days."
"Then I'll help you apply some medicine."
Lan Cang gave a low hum, but didn't refuse.
Sang Luo took out the best wound medicine from the space, dipped her fingertips in the light green ointment, and gently smeared it on his broad and straight shoulders and back.
Lan Cang's body tensed slightly, without making a sound. The muscles on his shoulders, back, and arms were firm and full, with smooth and beautiful lines. The raised arcs of the meridians on his arms and neck were extremely sexy.
After treating the wound on his back, Sang Luo's gaze followed her fingers to his abdomen. His eight-pack abs were tight and full, and he maintained high-intensity exercise all year round, without a trace of fat, bursting with male hormones.
After Sang Luo finished applying the medicine, she teased him with a lecherous smile, "Cang Cang has a really good figure～"
It was the kind of muscular figure she liked the most, which was extremely pleasing to the eye.
She really liked being hugged by him, a big guy of over meters, which was extremely safe.
Lan Cang's ears turned slightly red, and he asked, "Luo Luo, do you want to... take a bath too?"
The corner of Sang Luo's lips curved even more, full of charm, "You help me wash."
His Adam's apple rolled, and he wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged her, taking off her clothes.
Frankly facing each other, the two hearts were very close through flesh and blood, and they could hear each other's pounding heartbeats accelerating.
Lan Cang lowered his head and kissed her lips, his fingers slender, and the sexy meridians protruded.
The breathing of the two gradually became heavy.
Lan Cang was tall and slender, and easily pressed her against the icy wall, causing a burst of shrinking, and leaned into his arms.
He held her in his arms, his arms steadily holding up her legs, and the kiss slowly moved to the back of her waist, and then forward, passing on every inch of warmth...
"Hoo..."
Sang Luo's breathing and thoughts were messed up, her eyes were blurred and distracted, her body was soft and messy, and her hands clung tightly to the man's strong and powerful body like octopuses, asking for what she wanted from him.
The sprinkler was turned on again, and hot water splashed on the ground, and white mist filled the air, covering the spring scenery.
At the last moment, as usual, when he wanted to withdraw, she hugged him tightly.
"This time, give it to me."
...
In the second half of the night, Sang Luo fell into a deep sleep in the man's arms. Lan Cang carried her back to the room, covered her with the quilt, and looked at her delicate and flushed cheeks, never getting tired of looking at her.
What a great blessing it would be to accompany her through her life in such a stable and happy way.
When Sang Luo woke up in the morning, Lan Cang was still sleeping beside her. It seemed that he hadn't had time to rest well these busy days, and last night was also an opportunity to relax.
His arm was still tightly around her, and he didn't forget to let go even when he was asleep.
She smiled and bent her eyes, looking at the man's handsome and sharp eyebrows, and reached out to touch his face. His hair was not very soft, but it felt good to the touch.
Just as she touched his eyebrows, Lan Cang slowly opened his eyes, and his lips bit her finger lightly. Sang Luo's finger moved slightly, and she touched his slightly sharp canine teeth.
Lan Cang didn't dare to use too much force, he just licked it with his tongue and then let go.
"Luo Luo, are you still tired? Do you want to get up and eat something?"
"It's very comfortable, it's been a long time since I've been so close and indulgent with you." Sang Luo saw that his face was slightly red again, and couldn't help but leaned in to kiss the corner of his lips, "You're already the father of three children, and you're still so easily shy."
Lan Cang has been with her for the longest time, but the number of times the two have been truly close is not many, and the time they have been separated is even longer.
Sang Luo sighed, "I really want to split myself into several pieces, one for each of you... Speaking of which, I really have the talent and ability to split myself, do you want it?"
Lan Cang put her in his arms and said in a low voice, "No need, when you are not by my side, my desire is not so strong, as long as you can occasionally think of me and come to see me, that's enough."
One more update~ Thank you babies for voting, there will be an extra update tonight~
Little Wolf is a very typical giving and dedicating personality. It's quite interesting to write about. Let's talk a few words.
This is a very deeply hidden recessive morbidity. He will give everything he has to the lover and family he cares about without reservation, hoping to get the other party's firm love and choice, but he is extremely harsh on himself. Once he can no longer give and dedicate to her, he will feel a strong sense of unworthiness and a huge sense of emptiness, feeling that he is no longer worthy of being loved, thus fearing and resisting her giving.
This twisted and awkward mentality also stems from his childhood experiences. The lack of love in his original family, going out to wander at the age of five to support himself and his younger brother, he is used to giving to others. He realized in the process of growing up in the bottom layer that "only people with value are qualified to get the attention and kindness of others, and people without value will be abandoned sooner or later." Therefore, once he loses his self-worth, he will be extremely uneasy and hesitant. Furthermore, he is a very competitive person in his bones, but he is limited by the shackles of his bloodline. The mismatch between reality and expectations makes him extremely anxious and inferior... The heroine wants to heal his morbid psychology, and it will take time to do it slowly~
