Chapter 122: In the sunshine, there is no need to always stare at the darkness in the cracks (26000 monthly tickets plus more)
"Do you think I am a hero and deserve such luxurious treatment?" Li Changzhou looked at Li Yuan.
"How many resources does the entire human civilization have that you can waste so lavishly?"
"I understand your feelings, and I am relieved, but your actions are not appropriate."
"My medical care is completely free. In addition to a one-time subsidy of 40 yuan, I also receive disability assistance every month and free health care. I can expect to live to 70 years old... I am very satisfied. The country has done enough for me."
"Like I told you last time, I never regret my choice." Li Changzhou's voice softened a little, not as harsh as before.
Li Changzhou knew in his heart that what Li Yuan did was out of filial piety and for his own good.
"Uncle, you are right."
"But if you hadn't been cut in line when Base No. 3 was rescued, you would have returned earlier." Li Yuan couldn't help it: "You wouldn't have ended up in that situation and almost died."
"Xiaoyuan, do you really think so?" Li Changzhou sighed.
He could see through Li Yuan's heart through the light curtain.
Li Yuan and his uncle looked at each other.
This was indeed what Li Yuan thought after he learned the truth, and it also gave rise to some dissatisfaction.
"Xiao Yuan."
"You are right. At that time, someone used certain privileges to leave early. It was wrong and they should be held accountable." Li Changzhou did not refute Li Yuan.
Li Changzhou continued: "I just hope that you won't be extreme and imagine everything to be so dark."
Li Yuan was silent.
"Today, if the 1600 million you spent was earned by yourself, I would be willing to receive treatment."
"But the country's reward to you is more about hoping that you can use it to quickly strengthen yourself, rather than just letting me live longer. Your starting point is good, but the cost is too high. Maybe if you use it, no one will blame you." Li Changzhou sighed, "But I don't want to accept it."
"Uncle." Li Yuan looked at Li Changzhou.
"You should understand that fairness is only relative." Li Changzhou sighed, "Everyone has selfishness and desires, and I have them too."
"I'm glad that you want me to live longer and for our family to be better."
"Prove that you are good at heart."
"It proves that the country was right to choose you for key training."
"But in my case, I don't want it to be like this. I'm not dying, and I'm only in my forties." Li Changzhou looked at Li Yuan.
Li Yuan was silent.
Li Changzhou said no more and just looked at Li Yuan quietly. He knew that there were some things that only Li Yuan could figure out by himself.
for a long time.
"Uncle." Li Yuan finally spoke again, muffled: "In the future, when I become a warrior and truly start to venture into the star realm, I will use the money I earn to treat your body again."
Li Changzhou's body was not seriously injured, but his vitality was severely damaged.
"You don't have to take physical therapy too seriously." Li Changzhou shook his head gently. "It's rare for a person to live to be 70. I am already satisfied enough to be able to travel through the astral realm and live past 70 without any major illness or disaster."
"I don't want to say too much."
"You've grown up, and you handle many things better than me, but you haven't experienced that much after all." Li Changzhou said softly, "This world is indeed not completely bright."
He could see that Li Yuan did not fully agree with his idea.
"There are a lot of disgusting things going on that you may not have heard of."
"There are many evil people, perhaps you have never seen them."
"You are a martial arts genius, so most people are kind to you and hide their disgust."
"The crimes you have seen are just the tip of the iceberg," said Li Changzhou.
In the past, he was reluctant to say too many similar words to his nephew.
Because he hopes that Li Yuan can understand it by himself.
But today he vaguely understood.
My nephew is growing up too fast, his strength is increasing too fast, and he is at a critical stage of shaping his world view and values.
If you don't say something today, it may be too late to say it in the future.
"You will see more disgusting things in the future."
"Uncle only wants you to remember one thing." Li Changzhou looked at Li Yuan: "Walk in the sunshine, don't always stare at the little bit of darkness in the cracks."
"We came to this world not to be contaminated by darkness." Li Changzhou said: "If you feel darkness, then try your best to shine light in with your own way."
Li Yuan was stunned, and his heart was touched even more deeply.
Suddenly.
Li Yuan thought of Dongfangji and the "Seven Star Alliance Progressive Movement" described in history books.
It’s so similar to what my uncle said.
……
soon.
Li Yuan hung up the call with his uncle.
The conversation was short, not long, but the impact it had on Li Yuan's mind was unprecedented.
"In the sunshine, there is no need to always stare at the darkness in the cracks." Li Yuan murmured to himself.
Li Yuan suddenly realized that in the past, he seemed to have never really recognized his uncle.
“Since the college entrance examination.”
"No!"
"Since I was specially recruited by the Martial Palace, I subconsciously always felt that my abilities were stronger than my uncle's, and that the decisions I made would be better than my uncle's." Li Yuan shook his head slightly: "But, apart from my talent and the specialness brought by the Mind Palace." "Is my heart really stronger than my uncle's?" Li Yuan shook his head slightly.
Perhaps, I have the determination and perseverance to practice hard, and the madness to pursue greater strength.
In terms of the diligence of cultivation, Li Yuan is no less than others.
But true inner strength is never just determination and perseverance.
More of a belief.
A terrifying belief that is indestructible and will not change no matter how many difficulties and dangers you encounter.
Subconsciously, Li Yuan once again thought of the night when his uncle set out for the star realm.
That was a very calm sentence.
"Someone has to go to this war, why can't it be me?"
It seems like a joke.
Seemingly casual.
But only when he looked back suddenly could Li Yuan feel the terrible belief contained in his uncle's words.
"What I lack is this kind of belief." Li Yuan murmured to himself.
"For my family, my uncle and aunt, my brothers and sisters, I can do everything, even risk my own life." Li Yuan said to himself.
"But can I be like my uncle, who has experienced so much and seen so much and still remained calm?" Li Yuan asked himself.
There is no answer.
No one's inner self can be completely changed by simply reflecting or having a conversation.
Especially for a young man like Li Yuan, his mind is changeable.
"I really haven't reached my uncle's level yet, and I can't fully understand his thoughts."
“Although I don’t fully agree with some of your ideas, your general ideas are not wrong.” Li Yuan tightened his grip on the spear again.
"Just like uncle said."
"The country, or the millions of ordinary people in the entire human civilization, have worked together to invest massive resources in martial arts geniuses like me. We shoulder more than just the expectations of our families."
"It's not just our own desire to be powerful."
"You also have the hope of protecting the entire human race. Senior Dongfang Ji, the spark... the torch will be passed on forever."
“A single spark can start a prairie fire.”
"Perhaps, there are some similarities between uncle's ideas and some of Senior Dongfang Ji's ideas." Li Yuan swung the spear again.
Uncle Li Changzhou has been the most majestic figure in Li Yuan's heart since he was a child, and he seems to be omnipotent.
Li Yuan had never seen Dongfang Ji, but he had been Li Yuan's idol since his youth.
this moment.
These two people, who are vastly different in strength, identity, and status, have some vague overlap in their images in Li Yuan's eyes.
"gun!"
Li Yuan waved his spear involuntarily, and Teacher Xu Bo suddenly appeared in his mind.
The teacher's broken arm was due to the interstellar war.
I also thought of Teacher Fan Jin who passed away yesterday, the heroic stories that the teacher had told me with emotion in the general education class, and the heroic spirits of our ancestors who had passed away... These countless figures seemed to come alive in an instant.
It really came into Li Yuan's mind.
"My gun."
"My martial arts."
"One day, when I hold a gun in my hand, I will clear away all the darkness and restore peace to the entire human civilization." Unconsciously, this thought emerged in Li Yuan's mind.
And as time went by, his idea became stronger and more unstoppable.
Li Yuan often had similar thoughts in the past.
However, it is more like young people who have the idea of "I want to be a hero" or "I want to be a scientist".
I just want to be one, but I haven't figured out why I want to be one.
Today, Li Yuan vaguely figured out 'why we should do this'.
Wow! Wow! Wow!
Li Yuan waved his spear and burst out with great force.
It seems similar to the previous shooting method.
But unknowingly, fundamental changes have begun to take place.
At this moment, Li Yuan's mind was more in tune with the spear than ever before.
A quarter of an hour, half an hour.
One hour.
For two hours, Li Yuan practiced madly, completely immersed in it, and went completely crazy.
Suddenly.
A flash of inspiration passed through Li Yuan's mind, and the spear in his hand suddenly exploded.
A dazzling flash of gunlight flashed across the sky, and the gunlight bloomed layer by layer, brilliant to the extreme, like a huge meteorite falling from the sky, with unstoppable power, far exceeding any of Li Yuan's previous shots.
The fourth style of Star Spear Technique—Meteorites falling from the sky!
"[Your spearmanship level has been raised from 53% of the fourth stage to 61% of the fourth stage]"
"[Your boxing level has increased from 55% of the fourth stage to 62% of the fourth stage]"
(End of this chapter)
