“He no longer talks about the isolated island of meeting.”
“Because his heart is already desolate and uninhabited.”
“His heart can no longer hold a home.”
“Becoming a mute who only lies to himself.”
The audience seemed to gradually understand something.
Just like everyone knows.
The most hypocritical person is always oneself.
Clearly shouting from the mouth — “Freedom is priceless, long live loneliness.”
But thinking in the heart — “I must marry her, I must marry him.”
[I tell everyone I meet, “I won't get married in this lifetime,” but actually, I know that the person I want to marry, I can't marry in this lifetime. If I could, I really want to walk into the hall of marriage with her.]
[I have demonstrated extraordinary talent in deceiving myself.]
[There is no such thing as a heart that can't hold a home, it's just that without her, it can't be called a “home.”]
[I have a premonition… Wen He's song is responding to Cheng Yudie's love… Their love is so close, yet so far away… ]
People immersed in the singing.
Can always easily hear the emotions that Wen He wants to express.
He turned all the words into melodies and hid them in the song.
He fixed his gaze on Cheng Yudie under the stage.
“He said all the beauty you are praised for~”
“Is not as good as the first time he met you~”
“Time barely survives, there's nothing to be done~”
“If all the land were connected together~”
“I would spend my whole life just to embrace you~”
“Drunk in his dream.”
“Good night~”
After listening to this part, Cheng Yudie's originally calm eyes began to change.
Her pupils dilated little by little.
That focused gaze was like two blazing flames, flickering with bright and dazzling light.
Unknowingly, crystal clear tears had silently climbed onto her fair and delicate cheeks, and slowly slid down along the beautiful curve.
Unexpectedly, at this moment, the corners of her mouth actually turned up slightly.
Blooming a smile that was extremely brilliant.
This smile originated from the deepest, most real, and purest joy and satisfaction in her heart.
It was like the first flower blooming in spring, and like the bright and dazzling stars in the night sky.
Although she felt endless regret and sadness from the song just now.
Those notes seemed to turn into sharp swords, ruthlessly piercing her heartstrings.
But, at this moment…
All the pain has been left behind!
Because Wen He finally responded to her deep and passionate feelings!
[Wen He hid his confession in this song, especially the line “All the beauty you are praised for, is not as good as the first time he met you.” If I were Cheng Yudie, I would really be bursting with happiness at this moment…]
[And that sentence “If all the land were connected together, I would spend my whole life just to embrace you” is really amazing. It gave me goosebumps all over. If someone confessed to me like that, I really wouldn't be able to resist!]
[“Time barely survives, there's nothing to be done” made me cry… This intense feeling… can only lead to regret in the end…]
[Yes, his time is really running out… This feeling is really like a drunken dream for Wen He…]
[He can't see the future… and can't see the ending… so he doesn't dare to accept Cheng Yudie's love… Clearly, he also desperately wants to have a home…]
Wen He used to always choose to escape.
Although Cheng Yudie knew that Wen He was thinking about her future.
But Cheng Yudie always wanted to tell him that after he left, her heart would no longer be able to accommodate a second person.
However, Cheng Yudie's feelings could never be accurately conveyed to Wen He.
That's why she wrote the song “The Night is Klein Blue's Sorrow”.
She only hoped that Wen He could make another choice after understanding her thoughts.
To continue to cover up and escape, or to bravely accept.
Now…
Wen He gave her the answer with this song.
“He heard someone singing an ancient song.”
“Singing about what is still happening in the distance today.”
“Like the isolated island seen in her eyes.”
“There is no sadness, but there are no flowers either.”
After the extremely sad accompaniment ended…
Wen He returned to his vicissitudes of voice.
This section is not about today, but about the past.
Cheng Yudie had always been looking forward to Wen He responding to her feelings.
But Wen He had always been escaping.
Before he responded.
Cheng Yudie had always been unable to pick up or put down this relationship.
There is no sadness, and there are no flowers either.
Just waiting bitterly like this.
Like an isolated island.
“You have heavy snow in the sunny south~”
“I have spring all year round in the cold night of the north.”
“If there's still time before dark~”
“I want to forget your eyes~”
“Exhausting a lifetime can't finish a dream.”
“Waking up from a big dream, a ridiculous life…”
The audience who heard this.
Tears were like a tap.
Constantly pouring out of their eyes.
Those crystal clear teardrops, like a faucet turned on, could not be turned off no matter what.
[Hardship has accompanied him throughout his life. He used his talent and strength to break through the shackles, only seeking a moment of peace, but God even wants to erase his last little wish…]
[I really never thought that a person who is popular all over the internet, who relied on his strength to overturn the Chinese music scene, and who holds countless wealth, would be so miserable… His fate shouldn't be like this…]
[Suddenly I remembered Wen He's last sentence in “Sin”, “Maybe I was born sinful”… ]
[Such a life is too desperate… How could Wen He bear it… If it were me… I'm afraid I would have been unable to bear it and left this world long ago… ]
He finally responded to Cheng Yudie's sincere and deep feelings.
And mustered the courage to make a deep confession to her.
But fate played a cruel joke on him.
Not to mention the unattainable hope of “being together for a lifetime and growing old together”.
In terms of Wen He's current terrible physical condition.
Not to mention witnessing the change of the next spring, summer, autumn and winter.
Even whether he can survive the next few months is unknown.
His life trajectory is like an absurd and regrettable farce.
Breaking away from the sea of suffering, having freedom, making good friends, gaining love…
But in the end, what awaits him is not a happy ending, but a tragic fate of premature death.
“South Mountain South~ North Autumn Sad~”
“There are haystacks in South Mountain~~”
“South Wind Mutter~ North Sea North~”
“There is a tombstone in the North Sea…”
Wen He's clear and slightly trembling voice, like a shooting star across the night sky, slowly floated throughout the performance hall.
The audience under the stage shed tears and couldn't help but raise the glow sticks in their hands, waving them gently with the melody.
The starlight composed of the shaking glow sticks gathered into a splendid sea of stars, decorating the entire performance hall like a dream.
