Soft lips kissing my skin...
With a small "moan", her knees came together and rubbed against each other unconsciously. The blush on the girl's cheeks became deeper and deeper.
Chapter 8: Nine generations of paranoia, resulting in the tenth generation of kowtow (Part 1)
Darkness spreads in desperate places
She gave up so much just to keep the only warmth left.
Gui Yanyue didn’t know what light was. Perhaps, the moment she stepped into the cage, she would never see a ray of light again.
As the daughter of the Gui family, she has to learn different things every day. Her schedule is filled with all kinds of learning content. The lack of time forces her to reject invitations from her classmates.
Because of her mild androphobia, she didn't get close to the boys in her class and never interacted with them.
Coupled with her introverted personality and poor communication skills, over time, in the eyes of boys, she became an unapproachable top student, while in the eyes of girls, she became a slutty bitch who pretended to be aloof and stole all the boys' attention.
Gradually, she was alienated in the class. The boys didn't dare to approach her, and the girls were disgusted and didn't want to have any contact with her.
Then, she was subjected to school bullying as expected.
After school, in the classroom, in the toilet, whenever they got the chance, the girls in the class would humiliate me severely.
Gui Yanyue didn’t understand. She didn’t understand why they hated her so much. She hadn’t done anything, so why did they treat her like this?
Beating, insulting, doing bad things, tearing up homework books, false accusations
The long-term targeting and endless torture methods gradually made the girl exhausted both physically and mentally, and she was as quiet as death.
When I got home, I was faced with even more severe training from my mother.
Obviously, I have done well enough, squeezing all my time every day to do everything as well as possible, but in the eyes of the other party, these are still far from meeting the standards.
Her mother told her that if she didn’t want to be abandoned by her family and become a pawn in a random marriage, she had to work harder and make the elders recognize her excellence, so that she could truly control her own life.
But who can understand that behind all that is endured is a paleness and exhaustion that cannot be described in words.
I am desperate in helplessness, and I escape in despair. Where should I live and heal my wounds?
She was tired, really tired, so tired that she even wanted to give up.
...
So, when the boy suddenly appeared beside her and brought that warm smile
Gui Yanye finally felt the first ray of sunshine that she had not felt for a long time.
Those who have not experienced darkness cannot understand the desire for light.
Eye-catching, yet extremely dazzling.
Just like grabbing the last straw before drowning, this time, she would not let go no matter what.
Naturally, they became a couple.
I thought I had finally found happiness, and everything would go as expected, just like a couple that everyone else envied, and continue to be sweet.
Betrayal comes quietly.
...
I can still remember that day, it was a snowy night.
Gui Yanyue finally finished all her recent schedule and had a chance to take a break.
I hurried to the boy's apartment, hoping to spend Christmas with him this year.
Sitting on the bed, she was like a young wife waiting for her husband to come home, her heart full of shyness and anticipation.
But what she waited for was him returning home with a strange woman.
I quickly hid in a small corner of the living room.
She didn't know why she did this. She was Youjun's real girlfriend, so she should have confronted the woman face to face and asked her who she was. Why did she act so miserable like a stray dog?
Listening to the high-decibel sound of sex coming from the bedroom, at that moment, she seemed to feel that something in her body was collapsing.
That is the sound of a broken heart.
From then on, like a madman, she used the stolen key to frequently sneak into the boy's residence, but every time, she could hear different women's moans. She sat there motionless, her lifeless eyes filled with tears.
His spirit collapsed further, and his lifeless eyes became increasingly empty.
Completely betrayed by the last ray of sunshine
...
"Hey, You-kun, your existence is the reason why I continue to live."
She smiled strangely, her eyes unfocused.
Even though she endured the double betrayal of her lover and friends and the escalating bullying from her classmates, she still refused to give up.
Because You is the last ray of sunshine in her darkness, and the reason why she insists on holding on and continues to live in this world.
If she gave up like this, how much courage would she have to face the endless destruction from the darkness, and how much confidence would she have to continue to persevere in despair?
Therefore, in order to retain this already deformed love, she never proposed the word of breaking up. Facing the boy's betrayal, she turned a blind eye and remained as gentle as before, just humbly hoping that she could occupy a place in the other's heart.
Later on, the boy went too far and even had sex with his mother.
But he was not satisfied with this. In order to satisfy his greed, he even proposed the dirty idea of letting the mother and daughter serve him together.
The mother accepted it happily without any objection.
She refused, the first time in more than a decade that she had firmly refused
Even though she loves him, there are certain bottom lines that cannot be compromised.
For example, one's own chastity
She is conservative and only wants to give her first time to her lover completely and without reservation on the wedding night.
So when she was with the boy, she thought the same.
But now it seems that I may have to keep this chastity for the rest of my life.
She would not give her body to the boy, even though she still loved him.
"Youjun, you know, you are happier than me, because you can choose to love me or not, but I can only choose to love you or love you more."
The seeds of destiny have been planted, waiting for the day when they will burst forth.
...
The boy finally paid the price for his excessive debauchery. On a snowy night, a girl who had been hurt by him could not hold back her hatred. She grabbed a small fruit knife and stabbed the boy to death in the snow when he was not paying attention.
All of this was seen by her with an indifferent look on her face.
As it should be, she killed the girl and avenged her boyfriend.
Finally, she sat on the small boat, holding the boy's head and drifting away into the distance.
The gears of fate are turning, and everything seems to be as destined.
The corners of Gui Yanyue's mouth curved into an arc, and at that moment, she was smiling from the bottom of her heart.
"That's great, Yu-kun, finally it's just the two of us."
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The bright moonlight refracted through the window, dimly illuminating everything in the dim room. A pretty girl lay quietly on the bed, fast asleep. Her eyelids twitched constantly, her brows were furrowed, and drops of cold sweat flowed down her forehead. It seemed that she had had a nightmare.
With the scarlet light in her memory, she suddenly opened her eyes
What caught my eye was the familiar yet unfamiliar ceiling.
Gui Yanyue was stunned for a moment, staring blankly at the top of her head, at a loss for a moment.
The scenery outside the window was shrouded in a veil of darkness. A cool breeze blew through the half-open window, and the biting cold instantly swept through her body, but she lay on the bed in a daze, as if she was unaware.
It was not until a long time later that those dull eyes slowly showed some spirit.
In the silence, a low sigh was heard
"Yu-kun..."
Chapter 9: Nine generations of paranoia, resulting in the tenth generation of prostration (Part 2)
Watching the moon at night and the clouds in the morning, I miss you when I walk and when I sit
Maybe she really loves Youjun so much.
Otherwise, God will not give her a second chance.
When she regained consciousness, Gui Yanyue found herself back in the second week after she and the boy became lovers.
At that time, nothing had happened yet, Youjun was still a pure boy who would blush when holding hands
Even if she knew that in the near future, the other party would go to bed with a female classmate behind her back.
In order to prevent the boy from following the same path as in his previous life, Gui Yanyue felt that she had to do something extreme to completely change something.
That is, imprisoning Yu-kun
Lock him up in a small room that only I know about. That way, he won't have the chance to contact other girls, let alone betray me.
In the small house, there are only two of them living together.
Only she and Youjun, forever and ever...
Once this extreme thought arises, it is like a weed, growing uncontrollably in the mind, growing rapidly in every corner, and cannot be eradicated.
Gui Yanyue knew that this idea was wrong, and illegal imprisonment was completely beyond the scope of ordinary people.
But who told her to love the boy so much, to the point where she was thinking about him no matter what she did, so if she really became mentally ill, then being a crazy person crazy about love would not be bad either.
With this in mind, she used her memories from her past life to finish all the things she had to deal with for the past six months. One weekend, she asked the boy out.
The place to be imprisoned, the chains and iron handcuffs to lock the limbs, the potion that makes people faint for a short time, etc.
She has prepared all these things.
...
It snowed heavily on Saturday, and the dry ground became wet, and then some snow gradually piled up.
Standing downstairs of the boy's apartment, she looked up at the continuous snowflakes falling from the clouds. She spread her hands in mid-air, letting the crystal snow fall into her hands. The cold snow melted instantly when it touched her palms, turning into small drops of water.
It is clearly visible, but you can't catch it at all. This snow is really magical.
Gui Yanyue smiled softly, but her expression was dazed, and no one knew what she was thinking.
"Little Moon."
A gentle voice mixed with the light wind and white snow came from behind. Gui Yanyue regained her senses and turned her head to look.
The handsome boy was walking towards her, his eyes focused and full of tenderness that seemed to warm people's hearts.
"Yu-kun~"
Gui Yanyue smiled and called him sweetly.
Qingyou reached out and touched the girl's head, "Why are you here so early?"
"I miss you~" Her eyebrows curved, as delicate as a crescent moon
Listening to the girl's coquettish and entangled expression, Qingyou's expression softened a little, and his eyes were tender, but his tone was still hard, "You shouldn't come so early, what if you get cold."
He pretended to be serious while giving the lecture, but he had already taken off the scarf and put it around the girl's neck.
He gently wrapped her arms around him a few times and said, "Don't be so reckless next time you go out. It's easy to catch a cold."
The pleasant sound went through the eardrums and into the apex of my heart. Every breath I took was filled with the faint scent of laundry detergent on the scarf. The smell was very light, but it was pleasant.
It was as if someone was scratching her heart with a feather, making her feel itchy.
