If this feeling of pity fades, who knows if the boy will become as cold and heartless as before out of boredom?
Gui Yanxinmei doesn't know, and doesn't want to know
But the only thing that is certain is that if that time really comes, she will definitely be sad and want to die...
Warm water flowed from the shower head onto every inch of her skin. In the steamy bathroom, her wine-red eyes gradually dimmed.
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I don't know how long I washed it.
When Gui Yanxinmei put on her nightgown and walked out of the bathroom, her head suddenly became dizzy.
Feeling a little weak and extremely tired
With her eyes lowered, just as she was about to rest on the sofa, she bumped into someone's arms.
"Are you sleepy? You don't look very energetic."
Hearing the boy's concerned voice, Gui Yan came back to her senses instantly.
"I'm fine." He stretched out his hand to push the other person away, holding his forehead with one hand and preparing to leave, but his other wrist was suddenly grabbed by the boy.
"Go sleep in my room. I'll sleep in the living room."
"Need not."
"The sofa is too narrow. It's easy to roll onto the floor if you turn over. You'd better sleep in the room."
"No, the living room is fine."
"That won't do." Qingyou frowned. Why did she get so stubborn with him for no reason? "The sofa isn't a bed. It's easy to get a stiff neck. It's still light in the middle of the night. What if I catch a cold? I'd better go to the room..."
"I told you not to!"
Qingyou was stunned, looking confused as to why she suddenly got angry.
Gui Yan turned away and did not look at the boy.
"We are no longer in a relationship of debt and repayment, and you don't owe me anything. If you want to keep me just out of pity, just say it directly, don't be so hypocritical!"
After saying this, she bit her lip tightly, pretending to be calm, but her heart ached.
After the words fell, the air fell into silent silence.
The boy's silence was tantamount to tacitly agreeing with her statement.
My heart started to hurt again.
Her fingers dug into her palms tightly. Just as she was trying to hold back the pain as if a piece of her heart was being dug out, and pretending to be calm as she prepared to leave, the young man's voice slowly rang out.
"I have never felt pity for you. It is true that I want to live with you again. It has nothing to do with any factors related to pity."
Gui Yan's beautiful body trembled, but she still pursed her lips tightly and did not respond.
Noticing the momentary tremor of the girl's shoulders, Qingyou sighed imperceptibly.
What a silly girl
His tone couldn't help but lighten, and he continued, "If you really want to give a reason, there is one."
"I want you to live freely, without being restrained by anyone, to do whatever you want, as you please, instead of being controlled by a wealthy family and becoming a pawn or a tool to make money."
The girl's experience is sometimes very similar to his. Every time Qingyou sees what the young lady has been through, he can't help but put himself in her shoes.
It is because of empathy that one feels pity, and it is because of pity that one feels unworthy and unwilling for the girl.
So, at dusk, under the setting sun, he had this idea in his mind:
Even if he really couldn't survive this snowy night, being able to help the girl escape the control of the wealthy family in a real sense would be a success and consolation in another sense.
"You are you, and no one can control your life, not even me."
"There is one more thing..." After a pause, Qingyou looked at the side of the girl's face and said very seriously, "Xinmei, I feel sorry for you."
As soon as these words came out, Gui Yanxin's beautiful long eyelashes trembled, and a piece of heart suddenly collapsed. The indifference and calmness she pretended on the surface fell apart in an instant. All the grievances and discomforts she had felt before disappeared without a trace because of the boy's words.
So much so that she didn't even hear the boy add "It's just my heartache as a friend."
My nose was sore and I couldn't hold back the heat in my eyes any longer. Tears as big as beans fell from my eyes.
At this moment, she felt so lost that she had fallen into the abyss of despair, but was suddenly illuminated by the sun. Only she knew the emotional changes and ups and downs in her heart.
Seeing the girl suddenly burst into tears, Qingyou panicked, "Um, Miss...?"
Damn, did he say something wrong?
"I am fine."
After sniffing, Gui Yanxinmei raised her head, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, exhaled lightly, turned back to look at the boy, and said calmly, "You just said that I can do whatever I want, and no one can restrain me, right?"
This inexplicable tone made Qingyou shudder.
What the hell, why does the atmosphere feel a bit off?
He wanted to shake his head, but when he thought about it, he had to nod nervously, "Yeah... yes, yes..."
When he said this, he began to hesitate.
But Gui Yanxinmei didn't care about that. She walked up to the boy without saying a word, staring at him with sharp eyes, "Then I want to live here with you forever in the future, is that okay?"
Always? This... this is a bit... not good enough...
Qingyou instinctively wanted to refuse, but the girl spoke first, "You are the one who said that no one can influence my thoughts. Anyway, we have lived together for a while before, and we got along very well, right? At most, I can pay you rent every month."
You: "..." Why do I feel like I've just shot myself in the foot?
"Miss, I think it's too late to live here all the time..."
Before he could finish his words, the girl suddenly threw herself into his arms, and her slender arms tightly wrapped around him, making it difficult for him to breathe, and he couldn't even make a sound.
"I'll give you three seconds to think about it. If you don't say anything, I'll take it as your consent~"
Qingyou: This is fucking cheating, this must be cheating! !
Gui Yanxin raised her lips, her smile was stunning and stunning
"Qingyou~"
She called out the boy's name in person, her tone was tender and lingering.
She took a deep sniff, and the scent that belonged to him was intoxicating. She couldn't help but feel confused.
Qingyou
My Qingyou
I gave you several chances to escape, but you always fell into my trap again and again.
No matter if you did it intentionally or unintentionally, I will not let you go this time.
Even if I don't like it, I am willing to wait, whether it is ten years or twenty years
I want both your body and your heart.
Nestled in the boy's chest, she made a decision silently in her heart.
No one can change it.
Who said she loved the boy so much?
But what can she do? When the boy turned into the first ray of sunshine in the morning and embraced her in his arms, she was already completely hopeless.
Satan is singing hymns in hell, and God is slaughtering lives in heaven.
And you, riding the wind
I accidentally flipped over the candlelight, igniting the twilight filled with eyes, and it became the love I most desire in this life.
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Volume 3 (End)
Book information:
Title: I Really Don’t Want to Be Chopping Off a Chopping Knife Anymore
Author:zz Lu
id:323341
Book introduction:
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If you don't want to be bullied by girls, you must follow the following points
First of all, study hard and stop flirting with the girls.
Secondly, the kind of personality that can greatly increase the favorability of women by saying "old idiot" as soon as you open your mouth is not allowed.
Finally, try to avoid contact with women.
Especially, the kind of girl who looks particularly beautiful
"Well, if you do everything, you still can't avoid being stabbed."
Tada Qingyou paused, and the hand holding the wolfberry tea trembled slightly.
There was a sense of sympathy in his eyes, and the 30-meter-long sword on his neck was particularly conspicuous.
"Then just do as I did and wish you the best."
Volume 4: The sun rises in the east and the rain falls in the west. It is sunny but merciless.
Chapter 1: Please Don't Indulge in the Land of Tenderness
Uncomfortable, very uncomfortable
My consciousness was hazy, my eyelids were too heavy to open, and I felt like something warm was pressing on me.
The warm breath sprinkled on my face and chin, making it itchy, and my neck was especially moist, as if a puppy was licking it endlessly with its tongue, without stopping for a moment.
Not only that, every inch of his body was being caressed by a pair of salty hands, which inexplicably gave him a strong sense of déjà vu of the heroine being molested in the 18+ game Subway Pervert.
However, compared to the heroine who silently endured and dared not resist, he seemed much more aggrieved.
His heavy body felt like it was filled with lead. He was unable to move at all, and he couldn't even open his eyes. He could only let the other party manipulate him like a puppet. He couldn't move at all and watched silently as he felt the torture over and over again.
So is this a nightmare or just sleep paralysis?
But no matter what, this situation should end quickly, it is really too uncomfortable
Subconsciously, he thought
...
In the early morning, the sun rose and the sky was filled with colorful clouds. The mist covering Chundao City suddenly faded a lot, and it no longer seemed gloomy, but rather bright.
The cold light passed through the gaps between the leaves and sprinkled in through the window through the remaining mist. The darkness in the room was gradually illuminated. The alarm clock rang on time. Qingyou lying on the bed squinted her eyes and struggled out of her hazy sleep.
He reached out and turned off the alarm clock skillfully. The two soft lumps pressed against his chest made him feel uncomfortable and stuffy. He lowered his head and slowly opened his eyes.
As far as the eye can see, is the girl's peaceful and delicate sleeping face.
She was sleeping soundly. When I got close to her, I could hear her shallow breathing. Her thick long eyelashes fluttered, casting fan-shaped shadows. Her pink lips were still shiny in the sun.
It's so beautiful, just like the Sleeping Beauty in the fairy tale
Qingyou's gaze did not stay on the girl's face for long. He stared at her for about a second or two and then naturally looked away.
