Chapter 153: Bitterness
"Aren't all your missions assigned by someone in the killer organization? Why was this mission assigned to you personally by Sun Guye?" Meng Lian asked.
Ding Datian said: "The assassin organization that moved to Qiyi was later wiped out. I was the only one in the organization who escaped by chance, so I became an assassin who took tasks alone. I was no longer controlled by the organization. I could do the tasks I wanted to do and not do the tasks I didn't want to do. I was much freer than before. This time, I didn't want to do the task that the traitor Sun Guye gave me, but things are unpredictable. It turned out that Dadi was his subordinate! When he saw me for the first time, he found that Dadi and I looked exactly the same. Later, he knew the relationship between Dadi and me. I didn't want to take the task, so he threatened me with Dadi's life to do things for him. I once again tasted the taste of being blackmailed. But I never expected that Sun Guye, the traitor, was actually a traitor who secretly communicated with Hongluo Country!"
After listening to Ding Datian's story, Ding Dadi felt a pang of sadness in his heart - all those years, his elder brother lived for him.
Indeed, since Ding Dadi suddenly fell seriously ill, Ding Datian has been living in pain. He once thought about death, but he survived for Ding Dadi. He thought more than once that if his death could bring health to his brother, he would definitely die without hesitation. For a person who is not afraid of death, it is actually very easy to die for someone. Once dead, there is no pain. The really difficult thing is for a person to live in pain for another person and live like that all the time. Although it is difficult, Ding Datian did it. Ding Dadi can do the same. He works under a person like Sun Guye, and his life is very difficult. The reason why he told Ding Datian that he lived a good life and his job was easy was just a white lie. He did it so that he would not worry Ding Datian and wanted Ding Datian to see a little hope that he would no longer be a killer one day. This is also the reason why Ding Dadi did not take the initiative to tell Ding Datian who he worked for before, because many people knew how difficult Sun Guye was to serve, and he was not sure whether Ding Datian had heard about it. His elder brother became a killer in order to treat his illness; he became a soldier under Sun Guye so that his elder brother would stop being a killer one day. However, Ding Datian changed his mind after he arrived at Qiyi. Although Ding Datian still lived in the hope of making his elder brother stop being a killer, his elder brother no longer wanted to stop.
"Brother..." Ding Dadi said to Ding Datian, "Actually... later... you had a chance, right?"
"Yes. In the past, big brother was a killer because he had no choice and no chance to change. He managed to get through those days, but later when the opportunity came, big brother kept making mistakes... When you kept persuading big brother to stop, big brother shouldn't have thought you were nagging and shouldn't have ignored you because of this. Do you know that big brother hasn't seen you for a long time and how much he misses you! On the day big brother went to assassinate Miss Yin, he wanted to make it public and die, but big brother felt that he had to see you one more time before he died, otherwise he would die with regrets. Today, God really fulfilled my wish and let me see you before I die." Ding Datian continued, "What a pity... time only moves forward, there is no turning back in life... we can't go back... everything is gone..."
(End of this chapter)
