In the past, the space station could only be seen in the news.
Lin Fan had seen the images on TV more than once and felt envious of the astronauts in the space station.
The dream of flying! Who doesn’t want to go?
Is this the glory of eighteen generations of ancestors? A glory that can be written into the history books!
But not everyone can achieve this glorious achievement.
Strength, qualifications, diligence and hard work are all indispensable.
So most people can only watch the live broadcast, drool with envy, and silently wish them well in their hearts.
And now, Zhu Cunjun told her that she could go to the space station?!
The balance in my heart began to slowly tilt.
Zhu Cunjun looked at Lin Fan's moved expression, feeling a little complicated. He complained about Cui Yan, saying that he really understood human nature.
Even he might not be able to resist such temptation, let alone a young person?
"It doesn't matter whether you go to the space station or not. You can go according to your needs." Zhu Cunjun continued to explain the mission plan to Lin Fan in detail, trying to make things clear.
"Considering that you won't be staying in space for too long, the level of training won't be as rigorous as that of real astronauts. As long as you can maintain balance and control, that's fine."
Xingchen's space test is mainly to test whether she can survive and move freely in the space environment.
So it doesn't matter even if she returns as soon as she breathes out.
As long as we can verify that she is safe and controllable in the space environment, we can take our time later.
Even postponing the space shuttle launch plan is not a bad idea.
Taking too big a step will only lead to trouble. Taking steady steps is more in line with Country H's style of doing things.
Cui Yan clearly listed the first, second and third steps in the plan, but Zhu Cunjun omitted some parts for the sake of convenience.
Talking too much might also put pressure on Lin Fan psychologically.
After Lin Fan agrees, he will naturally let her know these details in detail.
Seeing Lin Fan nod, Zhu Cunjun spoke again.
"In addition to these trainings, you also need psychological preparation to adapt to the psychological impact of sudden changes in the environment. Although your stay is not long, you still need psychological intervention. I want Jin Sichen..."
"Don't call him!" Lin Fan suddenly interrupted, glanced at Zhu Cunjun's gentle gaze, and lowered his eyes, "Please don't tell anyone else about this. I don't want them to know. What if I never come back..."
Zhu Cunjun felt bad, but he had to continue talking.
He pursed his lips, continued to smile, and said in a soothing voice, "...Okay, I'll ask them to arrange another psychologist."
Lin Fan nodded stiffly.
Exploration of the unknown... She knew in her heart that no matter how high the success rate or failure rate was, for her, it was either life or death.
It’s okay to just live.
If it means death... she doesn't want the people she knows and cares about to face this torment with her.
"Xiao Lin," Zhu Cunjun sighed inwardly as he saw Lin Fan's face begin to darken. "Don't worry. It's okay if you don't agree. The Director can guarantee that it won't affect your current life in any way."
Lin Fan looked at Zhu Cunjun's tolerant smile and thought of his father.
When he was little, he would always say with a smile, "Xiao Fan, it's okay, daddy is here, you just need to be happy."
But when Lin Fan grew up, she realized that in fact, one has to walk his own path.
Lin Dad’s protection is more about words than results.
It was as if his absence from the family later led to a series of chain reactions.
Lin Fan was far away from her family and her familiar hometown, but she returned home after many twists and turns. She wanted to take a breath and rest for a while, but she didn't expect to suffer even greater harm...
If it weren't for coincidence, the appearance of Xingchen would have attracted John Woo's intervention.
Now, Lin Fan's life is still stagnant, and she is still struggling and sinking in the quagmire.
Even though Lin's father was still around, Lin Fan still didn't feel happy or joyful...
Anyway, it's fine now.
Lin Fan has turned things around and has the ability to repay his parents, which can protect him and his mother. It can be considered a blessing in disguise.
But same principle.
It is impossible for Lin Fan to be happy with his father all the time, and the director cannot always protect Lin Fan.
I didn't mean to curse you, but I meant that no one can protect anyone forever. If this is the case with biological parents, what about other people who are not related by blood?
Lin Fan knew that his life had been greatly improved thanks to Xingchen.
A very good position, a very high salary, and a very comfortable living environment...
These are things she never thought of even when she was young and dreaming of becoming the wife of a domineering boss who loves her.
She knew clearly that the stars had excess performance.
The 800 recovery period is not counted.
The accident with the green turtle doesn't count.
Ugly women don't count either.
All the tasks she has done have always been smooth sailing, and even easy to accomplish.
Is it because she has great abilities?
Yes and no. Her current abilities were certainly impressive, but judging by her own abilities, who among her colleagues at the Special Affairs Office wasn't more capable than her? Who wouldn't be able to replace her?
Why does she get such good treatment and such a high salary?
It’s because of the stars!
Is it possible to salvage the probe without stars?
OK! Just a little slower.
Is it possible for the Sichuan wildfire to happen without Xingchen?
That's fine! The economic losses may be slightly greater, but the fire will eventually be put out.
So what is the necessity for the existence of stars?
Isn't it just that she has to stand up when she is needed?
John Woo once said that people in their line of work have to keep their heads on the line and be ready to contribute to the country at any time.
He was only a high-ranking special agent, but he was a minister...
Lin Fan's mind was in a mess.
She knew she had to agree decisively and firmly promise to "complete the task."
But my mouth seemed to be glued shut and I couldn't open it.
It turns out she is afraid of death...
Lin Fan suddenly realized this, and a dull pain lingered in his heart.
When she was not afraid of death, she was not afraid of anything. She even looked forward to death and hoped to be liberated.
Life at that time was dull, tedious and painful, and so many people advised her to live.
She was also thinking about her parents, and wanted to survive for as long as possible. In her heart, she actually longed for death.
But now she is fine, and feels that life has become exciting and fulfilling. She has money and free time, and everything is great.
She was scared to death...
Lin Fan didn't want to admit her cowardice, but she was clearly aware that she was retreating.
How ironic.
No one cared when she didn't care. Now that she has finally found happiness and started to cherish life, she has to face such a choice again.
Maybe it’s because she has never been in the military.
As an ordinary person, she couldn't be like John Woo or Song Ren, who could sacrifice their lives without hesitation at any time...
Zhu Cunjun watched Lin Fan's expression change again and again, and knew in his heart that for ordinary people, such a choice would always be difficult.
Putting aside the impulsive bravery.
How many people today can still make up their minds to rush forward even though they know there may be a dead end ahead?
Especially since Lin Fan has everything he needs now and it won’t have any impact even if he doesn’t go?
No matter how powerful the stars are, everyone only has one life!
Last time, she was nearly killed by a cuckold, but she was barely saved. The situation was critical at the time, and she didn't have time to think too much.
Now faced with the choice between life and death again, Lin Fan is afraid that it will be more difficult for him to make a decision than an ordinary person.
Zhu Cunjun advised in a gentle tone.
"This conversation is just to talk to you and listen to your ideas."
"You don't have to rush to answer me. You can go back and think about it slowly. Don't be anxious. Don't feel any psychological burden."
"There's just one thing I hope you remember. It's more important to listen to your heart and be true to yourself than to seek unnecessary praise or vain glory from others."
"No matter what choice you make, I and all my colleagues at the Special Affairs Office will be your solid backing."
I think that as ordinary people, except for sudden accidents and impulsive situations, we will instinctively retreat when faced with the known possibility of death.
I can't help but think of the lovely people who shed their blood back then. They really dedicated their wholehearted enthusiasm to this land.
