Chapter 361 I Don’t Want You in My Next Life…Yangguang ignored Dingjunshan's obstruction and struggled to reach out and grab Xiaonu.
"Sister Xiaonu, what are you talking about?! Why do you want to die?! Don't listen to that psychopath!"
Xiaonu didn't even turn her head. She looked at Ranran with tearful eyes and waved her hand weakly, "Thank you Yangguang, I know you are thinking about me, but I have really thought it through."
She said sadly, "If I still had a little delusion of living before, after the evil boy explained the situation of my sea of consciousness to me... that delusion is gone."
"Even if I can get out alive and the bureau can help me take my brother away from An Yao...what's the point..."
She turned her head and looked at the sunlight with tears on her face.
"I am still a pawn in someone else's hands, a tool."
Yangguang felt a pain in his nose. He didn't understand what kind of emotion was surging in his heart. Was it the sadness of seeing his fellow men completely lose hope, or was it sympathy for such a tragic situation?
Xiaonu had just recovered from a serious injury and had been experiencing emotional fluctuations and was extremely weak.
She forced a pale smile, "I thought the moment I gained my abilities was the moment I was reborn."
"I am so lucky to stand out from so many experimental subjects and be valued by the organization. I even came to the Non-Investigation Bureau. I am like a star surrounded by stars. My leaders take care of me and my teammates protect me."
"The kindness and love I received after awakening are things I have never experienced before..."
Huge tears slid down Xiaonu's pale cheeks, "But these are not true..."
"Everyone is very nice to me, but I am still the same me... I have not changed... How can a person who has not changed be reborn..."
Yangguang couldn't suppress the sourness in his throat. "Then get out of the hole of fear and change. You still have a lot of time. Why give up on yourself?"
"No..." Xiaonu's eyes showed a kind of dejected grayness, "I can't change it."
"You can't understand why I listened to my mother and protected my brother even though I knew she was biased, right?"
"You think I'm a fool for continuing to love them even though they don't understand me, right?"
The tears hung on the cheeks of the sun and stopped.
The smiling girl curved her pale lips: "Because this is me. I have always been like this. I can't change the habit of loving my mother and brother because this is how I was taught..."
“These are things from my past that I will never be able to escape from, and they will stay with me no matter what future I step into.”
The smiling girl raised her head slightly and looked at the only light on the ceiling.
"I am a person who does not deserve a new life."
Yangguang saw the resolute and calm death in Xiaonu's eyes and murmured in disbelief, "How can I not be worthy... How can I not be qualified..."
"As long as you are willing to work hard, you..."
Ran Ran interrupted Yang Guang with a cold look, "Don't say anything more."
"She tried so hard, but she never got what she wanted."
"What she wants..." Yangguang looked at Ranran incomprehensibly, "Doesn't she want a new life?"
Ran Ran closed her eyes and said coldly: "Rebirth is just a way for her to want her parents' love."
"She has made a lot of efforts for this, and even her entire life so far has been for this one goal, but she has never achieved it, not even close..."
"No."
Ran Ran looked cold, "I have seen her memory, I am qualified to make this conclusion."
When the laughing girl heard this, she suddenly laughed, and her smile was both beautiful and sad.
"Fortunately, I didn't really kill you at the beginning. You may seem unkind, but you really know what I'm thinking."
As she spoke, Xiaonv pulled Ranran's hand and placed it around her neck.
"I feel quite happy to die in your hands."
She gave Ran Ran a brilliant smile, "It's no less than the moment I woke up and thought I was reborn."
"Do it, just like you did to Mako."
Ranran's breathing became heavier, and her calm eyes reflected the tearful and smiling Xiaonu. She did not immediately do as Xiaonu asked, but reached out to wipe the tears from her face.
"I really hope you gave yourself the code name of Laughing Girl. You may not know... you look very beautiful when you smile now."
The laughing girl was slightly startled, then smiled and said: "Then from today on, this code name is given by myself~" Her tone was excited, and it sounded as if she was going to welcome a great thing.
From today on...the tears of sunshine will flow out like water.
She was going to die today...
Ran Ran looked at Xiao Nu calmly, "There is one more thing I want you to know."
Xiaonu tilted her head and listened carefully, even though Ranran was not whispering to her.
She seemed to cherish this moment before her death very much.
Ran Ran's eyes moved slightly, "You feel happy, not because of me, but because you feel happy yourself."
"Because only after you completely let go, you will have the ability to rediscover happiness."
When Xiaonu heard this, a strong look burst out in her eyes, but while that look lasted, Ranran put his hand on her neck.
The movements were gentle and quick.
With a "click" sound, her neck was broken by Ranran.
Everything happened in just a moment. Even when Xiao Nu's body fell limply to the ground, the light in her eyes had not completely gone out. It could be said that...
She left at the happiest moment.
Yangguang suddenly opened his mouth and wanted to scream but no sound came out. His legs went soft and he knelt on the ground.
A person just died like that.
Ranran's action did not end there. The moment she caught Xiaonu's body, she put her index and middle fingers together and pressed them between Xiaonu's eyebrows.
At the same time, the red mark between her eyebrows burst into a bright light.
She spat out a mouthful of blood and her face turned visibly pale.
Time was running out, and she almost sternly said, "I can only keep you for a moment!"
Shen Dinghai didn't understand what was happening. He reached out his hand blankly to wipe the tears from his eyelashes. The next second, he saw a spirit that looked like a smiling girl floating out of the corpse.
"Soul Binding?! In the Horror Cave?!"
The spirit of the laughing girl was white all over and was emitting a faint light. What shocked Shen Dinghai the most was her expression.
It was even more peaceful and tranquil than the smile she had before she died.
The Laughing Girl in spirit form spoke, her voice distant and ethereal, "I have no regrets, I'm very happy."
"thank you too."
Ran Ran frowned when he heard this, and the suppressed anger in his eyes almost overflowed.
The laughing girl flew close to Ranran, as if wanting to hug her.
"I wish I had met you earlier. Don't be angry..."
"Don't feel sorry for me. Like you said, I'm very happy now."
Ran Ran seemed to laugh out of anger, and reached out to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, "Okay, I was overthinking and unnecessary."
Xiaonu stretched out her hand, but she couldn't touch Ranran's hand at all. However, she still followed Ranran's hand and gently wiped the bloodstain.
"I am very grateful, especially to everyone in the non-investigation bureau. If I really have to leave a last message, tell them..."
The laughing girl floated in place, lowered her eyes and revealed a relieved smile.
"I don't want them to be my parents in my next life."
After saying this, she waved to Ranran and her figure gradually disappeared into the air.
The whole room returned to darkness, with only the light above Ranran's head on. The light flickered, perhaps due to the influence of Xiaonu.
In the dark room, no one felt any fear, they just felt that it was the laughing girl winking at them.
Yangguang sat on the ground helplessly.
"She could have lived a good life..."
