"Eh? Did you write the content?"
"Of course, all of them come from my past memories. They are absolutely true."
"Why use Elvish then?"
Hearing Eloline's question, she shrugged: "It's just a casual habit. I know a lot of languages."
"Well……"
Eloline glanced at the young Likalo in front of her, then looked at the young girl Likalo and said, "So, you are the incarnation of all of Lily's evil god memories?"
"That's understandable."
"Does that mean I can treat you as the God of Slaughter?"
"of course can."
"..."
Eloline was quite surprised because this was different from the evil god she had imagined.
"Shouldn't the evil gods in legends be very bad?"
"That's your stereotype!" The girl Likalo said anxiously, "Even if I'm an evil god, so what? I still love you!"
And Lika Luo herself also said: "It seems... even I, the evil god, have been conquered by you?"
"Is it that easy..."
"Hey! Are you questioning our love? And..." She looked at Lika Luo herself again: "Don't think that you don't react much to this now. When I return to you, you will also want to strangle Lin to death."
At this time, Ai Luolin noticed that the personalities of the two Likalos were quite different, so her question came, after Likalo's evil god memory returned, would Likalo also change?
In response to this question, the young girl Lika Luo answered: "We originally have the same consciousness, we are just separated temporarily. It is only a matter of time before we merge together again."
"Didn't they say that as long as there is no killing, the evil god's consciousness will not awaken?"
"Who said that?"
“Xia…”
"Oh, actually I was awake a long time ago, but I was just too lazy to be active."
"When Lily killed someone..."
"This is the nature of the evil god. Even if he is reincarnated as a human, he will still get excited about killing."
"..."
Eloline fell into silence. She had taken in too much information.
To be honest, she was very scared, because what if Licaro accepted the memories of being an evil god and her personality changed?
Even if Licaro still loved her at that time, was Licaro still the same Licaro?
Looking at Eloline's troubled face, Licaro herself understood what she was worried about.
Yes, even Licaro is worried about whether she has changed.
"I feel really wronged when I say that." The young girl Lika Luo suddenly said, "Do you think it's annoying that I make so many bad jokes?"
"Uh, this..."
"But I was originally separated from the original body. If anyone wants to blame someone, it shouldn't be me. This is the original body's personality."
Hearing her say this, Likalo wanted to refute something.
But then I found out that it seemed to be true as she said.
Wow, was my personality really that bad before?
PS: It’s the end of the month!
Chapter 2 - Disaster 090 Will you accept me like this?
To Eloline, what she was experiencing now was more like a dream, but if it was really a dream, it wouldn't be so troublesome.
Originally, she wanted to keep the secret about the evil god from Licaro, but she didn't expect that Licaro would tell her herself.
At this moment, Licaro's original form, that is, Licaro who was turned into a young appearance, was lying tightly in Eloline's arms, and at the same time, she was looking at the other Licaro who looked like a young girl very vigilantly.
It is indeed strange to be jealous of yourself, but she doesn't care now. Even if there really are two of her, the one Lin likes must be this one!
Likalo, who possessed the evil god's memory, felt that this was childish. She said with some mockery, "I think your thoughts are also like those of a child. Why don't you become a child in reality?"
"Wait!" Eloline suddenly grasped the key point, "If Lily becomes a child in reality, then her life span..."
"Of course it was extended. What are you thinking about? How can mortals compare with gods?" Her tone was full of disdain, but then she thought of something and quickly added: "Lin is of course an exception. You are the one I love the most."
"Well."
Eloline found this feeling wonderful, she felt her love in both Licaro at the same time.
Although these two Licaros are essentially the same person, their personalities and appearances are different now, which really is double the happiness.
Maybe it would be better to keep two Licaros all the time?
No, no, no, Eloline immediately dismissed the idea.
Eloline believes that her love should be one-sided, even if both of them are Licaro.
Then the question that has been under discussion from the beginning arises.
"When will you two merge together?"
After asking this question, even Likalo looked at herself who possessed the evil god's memory.
After all, she didn't understand anything, and all she had were the memories of her reincarnation as a human.
"In theory, we are now one."
"Then why do you exist alone?"
"Well, because this is an illusion I created. I will not appear in reality."
According to her explanation, she was originally an individual consciousness separated from Licaro, carrying only the memories of her past as an evil god.
Therefore, as long as Licaro wants, she can return to her original form.
"I have explained it many times. I am you and you are me. There is no such thing as changing your personality."
"Really?" Likalo still couldn't believe it.
"But Lily will have a lot more memories." Eloline also said.
"Those were all things you did. Why, you don't dare to take responsibility for them now? Do you need me to take over your body?"
Although she is an individual consciousness, in addition to the memories of the evil god, she also has the current memories of Licaro.
So she is more like the original than the original.
Seeing that she couldn't explain it to the two idiots in front of her, she could only helplessly say: "I'll explain it in detail, you guys listen carefully. For easier distinction, now call me the God of Slaughter."
Then, with a serious expression like a teacher, she gave a detailed explanation to the two idiots in front of her.
"I have all of Likalo's memories outside of human form. Do you know that?"
"Uh-huh."
The two nodded.
"I also have the memories of Licaro from the time she was reincarnated as a human until now."
"Isn't that a repetition?" Eloline was a little puzzled. "Your two memories are separated, but you both have memories of when you were a human."
"Yes." The God of Slaughter nodded, "You can understand that I am an evil god with human memories."
She, who is now standing in front of Eloline and Little Licaro, is exactly such a person.
"You can think of me as the God of Slaughter who has all the memories, but you must know that I like Lin. I like her very much."
She will always remember every detail of her time with Eloline in the forest when she was a child. As she grew up, she gradually developed an emotion called love for Eloline, and all of this was extremely real to her.
She truly loves Eloline, even though she knows that her true identity is an evil god.
"But... I feel really uncomfortable too. Can Lin really accept me as I am?" said the God of Killing.
The words "God of Slaughter" seem a bit heavy. If you think about it, you will know that her hands are stained with the blood of countless people in the past.
"Evil God, Evil God, there is a reason why he is called the Evil God."
There was a hint of self-mockery and helplessness in her words.
Although evil gods are feared by mortals, sometimes their fate is not chosen by themselves.
Ai Luolin and Lika Luo fell silent, and the God of Killing said: "I don't like to feel pleasure by deceiving others. What I said is sincere, Lin, whether you admit it or not, I am really the Lika Luo you love."
At this time, Licaro, who only had human memories, was speechless because she knew that she knew too little and had no right to speak at all.
After spending a long time with herself, Likalo found that she could gradually understand her inner thoughts.
This complex feeling...If I could restore my memories as the evil god, I would probably have the same reaction.
The behavior displayed by the God of Slaughter is totally unlike that of an evil god. Although she does enjoy various pranks, they are always targeted at people who are important to her.
If it was a stranger or a friend, she would never do such a thing.
From the perspective of the God of Slaughter, Lin only loves herself as a human being, but after regaining her memory, she feels an invisible distance in front of her.
That's true, but, but...
Her expression suddenly became more determined.
If Lin doesn't accept her past self, then it means...
She is not worthy of my love.
As an evil god, she was born at the beginning of the creation. Compared with the countless years that cannot be counted, her memories of just over a dozen years as a human are just a drop in the ocean.
But even though the memory was so brief, she felt it was more meaningful than the countless years that had passed.
Because she was lonely in the past and had never fallen in love with anyone, but now she has someone she loves, she feels that is a more wonderful thing than killing.
She can even suppress her urge to kill for Lin. Before, in the real world, after Likalo killed someone, it was only with her efforts that she gave up the idea of continuing to kill.
She felt very aggrieved. She was obviously also Likalo, but she had an additional memory of the evil god compared to her original body, which created a sense of distance between her and Eloline.
Gods also have feelings. Even the evil gods who are regarded as quite negative have their own feelings.
However, people in the world only know that they are horrible, cruel, and will bring disaster and death, but no one can understand them.
Just hearing their names naturally creates fear.
"Okay, okay! I understand what's going on!"
Licaro looked at the "God of Slaughter" in front of her, and suddenly walked over and hugged her.
"Well, it feels weird to be held by myself."
"You were kidding yourself earlier."
At first, Likalo felt that it was a bit confusing for a person to have two consciousnesses, or to have two memories.
But now she knows her original identity and has seen this complete self.
This is what she looked like after she possessed both the evil god's memory and human's memory.
Although his character seems to be a bit bad, all his pranks are carried out in a virtual fantasy, which shows that the evil god himself is not a bad person.
Moreover, Licaro believes that the memories of the past should belong to her, and she cannot deny what she did in the past.
The girl who was held by Likalo and inherited the memory of the God of Slaughter looked at Eloline: "Lin, what do you think of me?"
At this time, Ai Luolin also understood that the two Likalos in front of her were the ones she loved.
Because they have been through everything together.
This is an illusion, a constructed virtual world, which is why there are two Licaros.
Under normal circumstances, Likalo, who possesses the memory of the God of Slaughter, does not exist and will not appear in the real world.
But in reality, she felt everything Licaro did at the same time, because——
Because she is also Licaro.
Eloline realized that the sense of distance she had before was incorrect. In fact, when she learned from Doris that Licaro was the God of Killing, Eloline did not look at her with any strange thoughts.
