Ha, you think I have a strong sense of contrast, but isn’t it the same for me?
The big sister monster, Hiyomaru, who was supposed to be floating in the sky, has now turned into a strong woman with a queen-like appearance but a girl-like heart...
Ha, the huge contrast actually makes me feel more real.
She is no longer the same person, the woman in front of me now...
——This is the bell that belongs only to me.
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Epilogue 13: The Knight is Disqualified
Destiny Headquarters
In the exclusive room of Tianming Headquarters, Li Suchang looked at the unfamiliar ceiling and sighed softly.
Five hundred years ago, when she was a rookie, she met the charming and mature man called 'Rakshasa' and developed feelings for him that went beyond friendship.
But in the following period, after Li Suchang suffered a series of blows including the death of her family, she was taken back to Europe and "sealed" by Otto. She was not released until five hundred years later.
From an objective point of view, Li Suchang felt that even without thinking about her feelings for Otto, she had to thank Otto for giving her the opportunity to be "reborn".
However, after a confrontation with his uncle...
Well, to say they fought was giving her an overstatement.
After being taught a lesson by his uncle Lin Yu and being dragged into the illusion created by the Phantom Sword God, Li Suchang, who had already had some doubts about Otto's actions, had his filter completely shattered.
The Rakshasa who was originally very gentle in her eyes completely turned into a real Rakshasa on that day.
From then on, Li Suchang felt that her world had completely changed.
Originally, the only person she knew in this world was Otto, except for her master, whom she had met a few times but did not want to see.
Then Otto became like this... No, it should be said that she knew that Otto became like this.
This feeling of shock made Li Suchang confused for some time.
Of course, on the day when he obtained the core of domination, Li Suchang became more clear about what he should do.
She wanted to be chivalrous and righteous, so when a villain appeared, even if this villain was someone she once had a good impression of, even if this villain had done her a favor, she must kill him for the sake of justice.
On that day, Li Suchang, who in a sense had killed Otto with her own hands, truly felt that her heart had become clearer.
In the years that followed, she continued to work hard to fight against the collapse as a member of the Shenzhou and Tianming coalition.
But at the same time, Li Suchang gradually discovered something.
It feels like there is someone who shouldn't be living in my heart.
During this period of time, Li Suchang had already realized that she had developed special feelings for her uncle who had woken her up.
However, because she found that her master uncle already had many women around him, Li Suchang suppressed these feelings in her heart and did not express them out.
And it's not just because of this reason.
Li Suchang was very clear that she had indeed developed a similar liking for the Rakshasas in the past.
She had just 'betrayed' the Rakshasa people, and immediately turned around and wanted to throw herself into the arms of her uncle...
This is certainly not a good thing for a woman who has been educated in ancient customs.
In the era when Li Sushang lived, it was normal for heroes like Uncle Lin Yu to have three wives and four concubines...
No, Uncle Lin Yu is already the de facto "king" in this world. Even if he has many wives and concubines, it is reasonable.
But I am different.
She once had some feelings for Otto, but she soon found herself developing similar feelings for Lin Yu - isn't this just fickleness?
From an objective point of view, Li Suchang's ideas are not in line with the modern era.
But the problem is that Li Suchang was an ancient person who should have lived in ancient times but was forced to live in modern times.
It is really too much to expect the Pillow Lady to change her mindset immediately.
Ms. Li suppressed her emotions because of this idea and waited and waited - only to find out that her uncle-master actually went to confront the Cocoon of the End on her birthday.
If only one of his comrades made this choice, Li Suchang would only admire this hero.
But if the other party was Uncle-Master Lin Yu, it was obviously impossible for Li Suchang to just show admiration and let the matter go.
The reason why she did not take revenge like other people in the underworld was purely because she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart, and at the same time, she found that the women around Lin Yu were all excellent.
As a result, when he couldn't get over this hurdle, Lin Yu died.
Even though she knew that Lin Yu had a chance to defeat the Cocoon of the End, Li Sushang also knew at the time that the chances of winning against the Cocoon of the End alone would not be high.
The chivalrous woman, who was supposed to be cheerful and lively, gradually developed cracks in her heart because she failed to take the most crucial step that day.
Although she tried hard to pretend that nothing had happened, disguise was not Li Suchang's strong point.
After these three years had passed, anyone on Tianming's side who had come into contact with her several times could see that Li Suchang had regretted her whole life.
However, today, Lin Yu suddenly returned to the Tianming headquarters and announced that he was ready to resign as the Archbishop of Tianming.
To be honest, Li Suchang doesn't care whether Lin Yu resigns or not.
During these three years, Li Suchang, who had regrets for the rest of her life, had already given up the "rules" in her heart that she didn't need to follow in the first place.
She had already made up her mind to take that step, so...
——Let alone Kiana and the others, even if Master Tai was in front of me now, I would not back down!
At this moment, Li Suchang clenched her fists tightly and looked up at the mirror on the dressing table in front of her.
Then, Li Suchang, who had just made up her mind to fight to the death, immediately covered her mouth after seeing Lin Yu who appeared in her room at some point.
During these three years, Li Suchang did not learn nothing.
At least now she was very clear that the soundproofing in this room was very good, so good that even if she shouted loudly now, other people probably wouldn't be able to hear Li Suchang's shouting.
But because she was too shocked, Li Suchang completely forgot about this matter the moment she saw Lin Yu.
In order to avoid making inexplicable noises, she made this unnecessary action.
As for Lin Yu, who had now come to Li Suchang's room, he really had no other extra thoughts.
While he was giving a speech, he never expected that the little girl Li Suchang would look at him with that kind of eyes.
For this girl who was hurt by love, Lin Yu thought that she should forget about that evil creature in a free and easy manner and start a new life.
Well, now the situation is in line with his expectations.
Apart from the small issue of 'Li Suchang started a new life because she fell in love with herself', other aspects seemed to be in line with his thoughts.
Compared with other women who had physical intimacy with Lin Yu, Lin Yu actually didn't have much thought about Li Sushang.
This unfortunate child met the wrong person at the wrong time, and then some bad things happened around her, which resulted in her living for five hundred years inexplicably and coming to this strange world.
After she came to her senses and returned to the right path, Lin Yu originally thought that the interactions between him and her would not be too deep.
However, now, looking at Li Suchang who gradually let go of her right hand, there seemed to be a bit of uneasiness and ninety-nine points of expectation in her eyes. Lin Yu always felt that the personality of this girl was a bit broken.
"Uncle Master."
When she turned around and looked at the silent man behind her, Li Suchang already understood that the other party might have seen through her thoughts the moment they met.
There is no basis for this idea. If I have to say, the biggest basis is probably...
——This person is Lin Yu.
During these three years, Li Sushang, who had been filled with regret for the rest of her life, had glorified Lin Yu into an omnipotent and perfect god.
In her eyes, Lin Yu, who was able to take action without telling Otto, must be able to see into other people's inner thoughts, otherwise, it would be impossible to explain some of the actions he took three years ago.
Under this premise, Li Suchang felt that she no longer needed those overly pretentious ideas.
Three years ago, she lost someone who was extremely important to her because of the distracting thoughts in her heart.
Today, three years later - she will never let go again!
Although she was not as bold as other girls to kiss Lin Yu, in just a moment, Li Sushang had thrown herself into Lin Yu's arms.
After feeling the softness of the girl's body, Lin Yu hugged Li Suchang without saying a word, and said to Li Suchang helplessly.
"I don't mind doing something to you, but Su Shang, you have to think it through."
"I am a hopeless playboy. Now that you have fallen into my hands, don't regret it later."
"regret?"
Feeling the warmth coming from Lin Yu's arms at this time, Li Sushang not only did not let go of Lin Yu, but hugged Lin Yu tighter.
"I didn't do this three years ago, and I've been regretting it for three years."
"Now...I will never let go!"
So, am I really that charming?
Why do I feel like I don't have that much interaction with her?
If anyone else did this now, I would either think it was a joke or a trap.
But the Big Pillow Lady...she didn't have such thoughts.
She means it.
Although I don’t know the reason, her actions and words now are definitely serious.
"It's Uncle Master."
At this time, Li Suchang seemed to remember something and asked Lin Yu with a little uneasiness.
"Will Master Uncle think that I am a fickle woman just because I once had a crush on Luo...Otto and then fell in love with Master Uncle?"
Seeing the uneasiness in the girl's eyes gradually growing at this moment, Lin Yu completely abandoned his inner hesitation, pushed her down on the bed, and kissed the girl directly on her lips.
Although the girl in front of him was once bewitched by Otto and did some wrong things, she was finally pulled back by him before a big mistake was made.
Li Suchang no longer has any family, relatives or friends of her own.
Ziran is alone in the world five hundred years later. She might make friends with other people just like in the original novel, and then continue her idea of traveling around the world to help more people.
But after all, she is still a young girl in love.
Even a woman who is stronger than her needs a man by her side.
She is alive today because of Otto's actions.
And since I killed Otto, I should also deal with the problems left behind by Otto's death.
She no longer has her own home, so now that she doesn't care...
——Let me give her a new home.
After the two of them got out of the state of negative distance contact, Li Suchang finally shed tears of joy because she felt completely relieved.
Before today, she really didn't expect that the road that she thought would be filled with all kinds of setbacks would be so smooth.
Faced with a woman like her who almost made a big mistake, Lin Yu not only did not reject her, but accepted her feelings very directly.
Li Sushang didn't know what Lin Yu was thinking when he gave her that kiss, but she could feel that Lin Yu wanted her to live a happier life, so he did this unexpected thing.
If you think about it carefully, that's true.
Even without mentioning Master Tai, Kiana and the others are all very charming girls.
I...if I hadn't used such despicable means to gain sympathy, perhaps my uncle wouldn't have done such a thing at all.
In the end, I was too selfish.
Being selfish, I may have already lost the spirit of dedication that a knight should have.
but......
This is no longer important.
I finally realized that I would rather be a woman than a knight.
An ordinary woman who can stay with her lover and walk with him.
As her silk shirt was half undone, Li Suchang felt her heart becoming extremely calm.
