[The crazy face in the mirror tells me that I have long lost my former purity because I often appear like this...]
"..."
Hitzfeld finished reading this passage with a heavy heart.
It was almost the same as she guessed, the seeds of curse were buried in Anna's memory, and this seed was activated by seeing Ivan, and it also affected "Ivan" himself - that is, the state in which the lady's spirit appeared as Ivan.
...This curse is too overbearing.
During the account, the lady's mentality also began to change dramatically.
[Anna is dead.]
[Even though they said her body wasn’t found and there was still hope, I knew what happened—she left me!!!]
[Great and merciful goddess...]
[If you really exist, why would you watch such disasters repeat themselves in the world?]
[Evil spirits and nightmares, it should be easy for you to solve them.]
Why have you never responded to us?
[Why? Why?]
[I remember my father once told me that the cruelest thing in the world is not to crush a person's dream directly.]
[Instead, he was given hope and then his hope was shattered, and he was trapped in this cycle forever.]
[Is the goddess also so cruel?]
[If you don’t want to help us, why do you leave those miracles behind? Why do you keep giving us false hope?]
Faith collapsed.
Hitzfeld didn't believe in God, but she still felt uncomfortable witnessing this change.
What follows is a long paragraph of unexplained gibberish.
Full of suspicion, misery, and complaints.
She forced herself to finish reading this paragraph, then turned the page and was cheered up when she saw the new writing.
[I accidentally opened a 'secret door' while searching for Anna.]
[Walking down the hill and across the river, I saw the ruins of a castle.]
[Walking into the ruins, I discovered many unimaginable ancient books and treasures.]
[Totally unbelievable...]
[Completely beyond imagination...]
[I realized that I might have discovered a legendary place that was only recorded in ancient books.]
[What did the ancient Sara people call it?]
[Oh. ]
['The Secret Realm of the Lord God'.]
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Turning the page again, Hitzfeld finally saw what she wanted to see most.
[All books and documents are written in ancient Sarai.]
[Unfortunately, as the president of a literary club, I once spent time studying this language.]
[Modern Sarai is a variant of this.]
[I think it's a degenerate variant.]
[With the development and progress of the times, people's language will also change.]
[In general, the trend of this change should be towards 'more concise' and 'more convenient'. However, modern Sara is more complicated than ancient Sara.]
[There are many unnecessary syllables, and it takes more time to think about the meaning when reading.]
[I don’t know if this is difficult for other people… Anyway, I understand the rules of ancient Sara, and at least for me personally, I find it easier to read ancient Sara than modern Sara.]
[Because of this ability, I studied and translated the ancient books in the secret realm. I learned that this place was originally called "Hitzfell Manor", a place that "only exists in the shadow of time."]
[Family…]
[Secret Keeper…]
[It is unbelievable that they are actually a holy family with the blood of the 'God Lord'. The reason they hide in this place is to obey the command of God and use the holy objects left by God to suppress evil spirits!]
[I was very excited - this proved that my former piety was not unfounded.]
[But as I calmed down, I realized: If these 'gods' hadn't abandoned us, why didn't they stay and deal with the evil spirits themselves?]
[Like the ruins I see before my eyes.]
[The power of a holy family is obviously not enough to accomplish such a difficult task.]
[They failed.]
[Perhaps one or more evil gods have broken the seal.]
[It is even possible that the Golem God who caused me great harm came from this secret realm.]
[I can feel my beliefs changing.]
[My consciousness seems to be gradually disintegrating.]
[When I was Lilith-Gulliver, I was more rational and still had hope for the future.]
[But as soon as I reappeared as Ivan the Spirit, my heart seemed to be polluted, and I developed a strong hatred for the gods who abandoned us.]
[Too real...]
[So much so that I suspected that I was Ivan at that time...]
[I couldn't help but think of Ivan crying and begging me.]
[Maybe I shouldn't be too hard on him.]
[Because this kind of corruption is so powerful that it is simply not something that a mortal heart can resist...]
Turn the page.
[I'm pretty sure I'm under the influence of the curse.]
[I am infected by the Corruption.]
[The will of the spirit 'Ivan' keeps preventing me from getting rid of myself.]
[At first I was able to fight it, but Anna's body was never found, and my true self gradually became desperate, and even showed closeness and recognition to it on some points.]
[The first time I contacted Niriku, it did it without telling me.]
[But as despair deepens.]
[Especially since they offered me a bait I couldn't refuse: maybe I could get Anna back by sacrificing a special sacrifice!]
[But... is this really possible?]
[I didn't find Anna's body... maybe she's still alive?]
[I find this ridiculous.]
[Maybe I am contaminated.]
[I have lost my faith and despair of the gods who have abandoned humanity.]
[But I am still proud.]
[I never regret what I have done.]
[I should be... a warrior that belongs only to humanity!]
[How can I use an innocent child to exchange Anna with the evil god? ...Even if this is really possible?]
…turn the page again while there is still space.
[Despite my objections, the plan they discussed has already begun.]
[I knew they wanted to destroy the Jiyang Stone Carving, but I didn't let anyone know.]
[Perhaps to convince me thoroughly, they explained the follow-up plan to me.]
[…Piris Hart Flayemendi is actually the patron saint of Blackwood Shadow?]
[I didn't expect their plot to be so horrible.]
[But this has nothing to do with me.]
[I transformed Ivan's body, turning him into a corpse puppet, and I can even control it to move around in Wayne.]
[Now I just want revenge.]
[I just want those corrupt guys to pay the price...]
When the handwriting falls here.
Hitzfeld was supporting her chin with her left hand, her legs spread out in an indecent manner under her skirt, her elbow resting on her left thigh.
She knew that there was basically no need to read the rest.
Apparently, the lady scooped me up next.
Because all the conditions were met, Ivan's will prevailed, instigating her to completely turn to the Eclipse Church.
She was lost in thought.
There are two key points here.
The first is that the nightmare man is indeed Ivan’s corpse that has been transformed by the Madam, but it is not entirely driven by the instinctive will of this “corpse puppet”.
The spirit is now in the state of 'Ivan', and the lady in that state can also control it.
The second is the follow-up plans of these people.
According to the last records, Ivan was unwilling to accept his miserable fate in this life and wanted to take revenge on the God who abandoned humanity.
This just happened to coincide with the plan of the Eclipse Church - the ultimate goal of launching the Golem Curse is to awaken the guardian demon sleeping in the "Shadow of the Black Wood" - here she actually didn't understand what the "Shadow of the Black Wood" meant, and there was also the guardian demon, and it was not specified what the guardian was guarding.
But it doesn't matter.
Because for Hitzfeld and other people living in Blackwood City, the last link of the cultists' plan: sacrificing nearly 90 people in the entire Blackwood City, using the remaining divine power in the secret realm to break the shackles of the evil god and allow it to come into reality... this is the most important thing!
"Isaac Lord's guess was correct."
"We shouldn't focus on the city. If we want to stop them, we must find the God's Secret Realm where the manor is..."
With his legs and feet moving, Hitzfeld couldn't wait to tell Xia Yibing about his discovery.
But the pen in his hand was like a nail on the notebook, not moving at all.
"you……"
She was a little surprised.
this thing.
Hasn't she always been required to focus with her left eye?
And then are you willing to "move"?
She hadn't looked at it just now.
what happened?
Completely become a spirit?
As she watched, red ink wrote three new lines across the long record:
[Those who can awaken this bottle of ink, remember that you have greater power.]
Then naturally sign in the lower right corner:
[Lena Blowhaven-Victoria]
