I've rewritten this chapter five times, and my mental state is a bit of a mess. Updates will resume tomorrow.
Alas, I hope everyone subscribes more and avoids letting it get too fat before reading.
Because I still have to work every day, I've given up all entertainment to write this novel, and I even use my lunch break to write. Basically, my time is just barely enough.
I don't know if you guys ever feel anxious, but today I was so stuck with writer's block that I felt anxious. I spent half my lunch break plucking out half of my beard.
Plucking my beard is a bad habit I had to relieve stress when I was in school. I thought I had quit, but I didn't expect to be plucking for hours today.
Damn it, I haven't stopped updating since the book started, so I really don't want to stop, but my condition is really bad, really bad.
