Chapter 192 Shiori decided to indulge herself [ask for monthly tickets at the beginning of the month]
In the courtyard on the other side.
In the dark room, the petite girl woke up slowly.
She stared at the wooden ceiling decoration in a daze.
Memories kept coming back like a tide, and she soon remembered what happened yesterday.
After returning from Arashiyama, she felt groggy and had no energy to do anything, so after taking a shower she quickly went back to her room to rest and sleep.
Then when I opened my eyes again, it was now.
“Why is this happening?”
Mine Shiori's eyes were dull as she muttered to herself.
Why was Suguha leaning on Haruno, why were they holding hands.
A whole night has passed, and I still don’t understand what happened.
如果
If Suguha is dating Haruno, what should I do?
Mine Shiori closed her eyes tiredly. The distracting thoughts and pressures from the past came flooding back to her, making her feel even more exhausted.
Things were obviously moving in a positive direction before. He and Haruno started working in the same group and came to Kyoto together.
He even became Haruno's first reader, and understood that the other party wanted to persuade him with the help of books.
but why.
When I turned around, I suddenly realized that Haruno had started dating Suguha.
If that's the case, then wasn't I just wishful thinking before?
Mine Shiori just lay on the bed in a daze, like a lifeless doll.
Until time keeps passing, and passing again.
Time passed until someone else came to the door, and she finally came back to her senses.
dong dong——
The sliding door made a slight sound, and the person outside paused for a moment before whispering, "Shiori."
"Are you up? It's almost time to leave."
It was Sawayama Haruno's voice.
The other party should have come to wake me up and prepare to go to Kiyomizu Temple. After all, in order to take care of my feelings, the other party specifically proposed to go to Kiyomizu Temple together on Sunday.
Mine Shiori's eyes moved slightly, and she looked in the direction outside the sliding door, her lips moving constantly.
There is something I really want to say, and I really want to ask the other person.
But after a moment of inner confusion, she didn't know where to start.
Finally, after a long silence, she slowly said, "Haruno, I'm sorry."
"I don't seem to be feeling well. You should go with Suguha today."
"You're not feeling well? Do you really have a cold?"
"perhaps."
Mine Shiori's eyes looked even sadder.
"You, don't worry about me. I have cold medicine with me. You and Suguha can just go to Kiyomizu Temple."
Hmm, that's a bit strange.
I obviously didn't want to see Haruno and Suguha walking together.
Then why do you say such things.
Is it giving up on yourself?
In fact, deep down, I still hope that the other person will stay because of this.
"Is it really okay?"
"Um"
"Well, Suguha and I will help you pray for you at Kiyomizu Temple and bring back some souvenirs. I'll buy you a good amulet that symbolizes health."
".Um."
This time, Mine Shiori's answer sounded even weaker.
Sure enough, the other party did not stay.
No, it would be strange to stay.
Because wasn't it me who asked the other party to take Suguha to Kiyomizu Temple?
Listening to the footsteps outside getting farther and farther away, the petite girl in the room fell into a daze again.
The image of Sawayama Haruno kept flashing through his mind, but what followed were a large number of images of Ezaki Suguha.
Then, it became the two of them sitting together, snuggling together, holding hands.
Then, they were naked and hugged each other tightly.
"Haruno."
Mine Shiori bit her lip, and her eyes couldn't help but become blurry.
It's that familiar feeling again, that restlessness and sorrow in my heart, and the pressure that makes me feel suffocated.
We have to go back to the old ways to alleviate it.
Otherwise, the images of Haruno and Suguha would keep echoing in my mind.
Driven by this thought, Mine Shiori slowly sat up on the bed. After hesitating for a moment, she stood up and walked towards the small desk.
The small stationery bag containing special props is placed in the most conspicuous position on the desk.
Two nights ago, Mine Shiori had refused to use it.
But now it has come to the point where she has to use it. If she doesn't use it now, she will not be able to maintain her current state.
After opening the small pencil case and looking at the clips inside, Mine Shiori suddenly fell into hesitation.
A somewhat crazy idea flashed through my mind.
Perhaps, she could be bolder?
What does it matter? Haruno should have left Ginkaku-ji with Suguha by now.
Besides, the two of them should be considered to be dating now, so it is understandable that they do some not-so-good things just to satisfy their own little selfish desires, right?
While thinking this, Mine Shiori had already put the clip into her pocket, opened the sliding door and walked towards the other side of the courtyard in a daze. The sunlight was a bit dazzling, making her vision blurry, as if she was sleepwalking. When she walked into the courtyard and stood at the door of Sawayama Haruno's room, she barely came back to her senses.
——As expected, the other party is not here.
Mine Shiori opened the door and found no one inside.
It was obvious that Sawayama Haruno had left.
But it's true, although it seemed like not much time had passed, in fact, more than half an hour had passed since Sawayama Haruno came to wake her up.
After a brief pause, Mine Shiori walked in slowly and closed the sliding door stiffly.
She had to punish herself here to relieve the distracting thoughts in her mind.
Simply relying on clamps can no longer satisfy her inner desires.
It is necessary to rely on this somewhat extreme method to stop all the thoughts in my mind.
"Hmm, sorry."
Mine Shiori moved to Sawayama Haruno's mattress and slowly lay down. While apologizing with hazy eyes, she stretched out her trembling little hands and unbuttoned her pajamas.
For some reason, she could smell a lot of Sawayama Haruno's scent on the mattress.
It was so rich that her body and mind could not stop being moved.
This was the second time she was surrounded by the scent of Sawayama Haruno, following yesterday's photo shoot.
The pleasant smell made it impossible for her to stop punishing herself.
However, after using all the clamps, Mine Shiori was somewhat horrified to find that her condition did not seem to be relieved at all, and even the "boredom" in her heart became more intense.
It was as if there was a big hole in the body, and it could no longer be filled with clamps.
Especially after smelling a lot of smells related to Zeshan Haruno, the big hole in the body seemed to be expanding.
No, I have to find other ways to make up for it.
Mine Shiori took out her cell phone tremblingly, trying to find something else that could comfort her heart.
But unfortunately, apart from the issue of self-punishment, she is extremely conservative in other aspects and there is no website that can help.
After searching for a long time, I finally looked at the photo album and found the photos of Sawayama Haruno.
But this was not enough. She felt an itchy protest all over her body, which made her even more anxious.
We must find some other means.
Mine Shiori's eyes quickly swept across the room, and when they fell on Sawayama Haruno's suitcase, she hesitated for a moment, but finally dragged her heavy body and walked slowly over.
After opening it easily, all of Sawayama Haruno's clothes were inside.
But Mine Shiori soon realized that the smell on the other person's clothes only made her feel more dissatisfied.
We must find something else that can produce great stimulation to the body.
The petite girl swallowed and began to punish herself with the clamps while looking for other things in the room.
And finally, she really found it.
In a small portable refrigerator in the corner of the room, Mine Shiori found familiar food.
That was the popsicle that Suguha Ezaki had eaten yesterday morning before they set out for Arashiyama.
The exact same brand also appeared here in Zeshan Haruno.
However, since there were also some in Mine Shiori's own room, it was most likely one of the "snacks" that Ezaki Suguha had someone arrange in advance before checking in.
But looking at the current situation, it seems that new ways can be unlocked?
The petite girl's breathing became more rapid. Looking at the popsicle in the refrigerator, her eyes began to become hazy. Finally, after an intense psychological struggle, she quietly reached out and took it out.
The cold wrapping paper instantly made her heart tremble.
This kind of chilly stimulation is what she needs most right now.
Her hands moved almost non-stop. After taking out the popsicle, Mine Shiori anxiously placed it against her chest.
Along with the burning sensation brought by the clamp and the coolness emitted by the popsicle, the feeling of ice and fire instantly made her body straighten.
"Ah, ah"
Her eyes widened and she made a grunting sound.
Looking around the room, feeling the scent of Sawayama Haruno, and the novel physical sensation, the distracting thoughts in Mine Shiori's mind finally began to slowly fade away.
But with that comes the urge to indulge on a deeper level.
It doesn’t matter anyway, right?
No one will know, and
That's what I want to do.
Mine Shiori panted slightly, looked down at her chest, and suddenly felt that it was not strong enough.
There is a place that actually needs to be released by coolness.
But for her, she was a little hesitant to put it directly in such a place, after all, such a place was of great significance.
But, apart from that place, it seems possible to try it later.
After learning about electric shock from reading books on the Internet, she also learned about backdoors.
Considering the current situation, it seems possible
Mine Shiori swallowed again and shakily took out a brand new popsicle from the portable refrigerator.
After looking at the wrapping paper and struggling internally for a long time, she finally opened it carefully.
"Sorry, I came back all the way here."
Outside of Ginkakuji Temple, Sawayama Haruno and Ezaki Suguha walked back side by side and said helplessly, "It must have been forgotten in the pants I changed into."
"It's okay. We didn't leave for long anyway."
Jiang Qizhiye smiled at him and comforted him, "If you don't take your phone, your next trip will be very troublesome, right?"
"Well, Suguha, just wait here for me. I'll come right over after I get it."
"it is good"
(End of this chapter)
