He hated his father, a man who drank too much, was indifferent to his family, and ignored the pain of his wife and children.
How could he have the nerve to pretend to be a good husband and father after he started working, and earnestly persuade him to marry a wife and have children, so that his life would be complete?
Perhaps it was the reason why the staff came to the door. Before going to bed, Lin Yi thought of many things. You know, after his death, he had not thought about his past life for a long time.
He thought of his father, his mother, his grandparents, and his grandparents.
Their faces had faded in his memory, but the things they had done never faded.
Sure enough, no matter how much time passes, he will still remember his irresponsible father, his mother who broke down countless times, his proud aunt, his grandparents who hated him, and his grandmother who sat at the door of his house waiting for him to come back.
Lin Yi couldn't sleep anymore. He got up and sat blankly on the edge of the bed, eating the new snacks sent by the underworld staff not long ago.
It was so spicy that he temporarily forgot all his troubles.
……
When Su Tang first arrived in the new world, she was lying on the bed. She was sorting through the memories in her mind while listening to the quarrels outside.
Outside, it seemed that her husband in this life was quarreling with the children she owed him.
Almost when she was thinking about why the system hadn't instilled emotion yet, the intense motherly love came belatedly, causing her to burst into tears.
How could she pretend to be ill in order to force her son to get married? Her son was already under great pressure from work and almost had a car accident when he came back because he was too anxious.
Not only did she not care about him, she actually forced him to go on a blind date and get married.
The quarrel outside the door continued, getting more and more violent. Lin Weihua pointed at his son in front of him and cursed: "It's okay if you're not good at studying. Now you're even getting married later than others. You're twenty-seven years old." You are a grown man. The boss is not young anymore. Why are you still so ignorant? It makes your mother and I have to worry about you even in our old age.
Look at Xiao Zhao next door. He didn’t even finish high school, so he went to work in other provinces. Now his child is six years old. He bought a house and a car this year. As for you, you are a college graduate and your salary is not as high as anyone else’s. , even behind in getting married?
Are you following your cousin's example? After all, your cousin has a high income, so she doesn’t have to worry about taking care of herself in old age. If you’re good, don’t imitate your bad ones. Anyway, I don’t care. Your mother and I are going to have grandchildren. If you still have some filial piety, don’t be angry with us over this matter. Your mother is so angry. "
Lin Yi has been listening silently. Anyway, this is not the first time he has heard these words. He might have been a little sad the first few times he heard them, but now he doesn't feel anything at all.
Listening to his father's angry look, he thought that his mother must be fine, otherwise she wouldn't be like this.
Although he had only spoken a few words to his mother in a hurry, he noticed that although her face was pale, she was full of energy and energy when she mentioned the matter of getting him married.
Seemingly being cheated again, Lin Yi sighed and stood up when Lin Weihua stopped to drink water: "I'm going back to work. I'm afraid I won't have a car if I'm late."
"And Dad, why do you keep forcing me to get married? Will I be like you after getting married?
They say like father, like son. I don’t want my children to have to go to see their alcoholic father in the middle of the night, and I don’t want my wife to cry all day long and have her back crushed by the burden of life.
Life is already difficult, so why should I make it harder for others? "
Lin Yi said mockingly, raised his feet and was about to leave.
Lin Weihua looked a little embarrassed when he heard about alcoholism. Then he saw Lin Yi's attitude and became confident again. He said loudly: "Stop!" "Lin Yi, don't give me nonsense about whether it is difficult or not. You must get married this year, you are already thirty."
"If you don't get married, don't come back again..."
"No!" Su Tang opened the door and saw the tense father and son. He looked at Lin Yi and said, "Xiao Yi, this is your home. You can go back if you want. If you don't want to, don't go back. Don't listen to what others say. "
"Others?" Lin Weihua pointed at himself, wondering what Su Tang meant by others?
Didn't you agree that no matter how hard you force me today, you have to force your son to go on a blind date?
The Chinese New Year will be in forty-eight days. If their son doesn’t have a partner before the Chinese New Year this year, how can they have the nerve to visit their father-in-law and mother-in-law.
The old couple didn't like them very much in the first place, but now they are even more dissatisfied with them because of Lin Yi's affairs.
"Yes, I'm talking about you, have you forgotten? This house is written in my name, Xiao Yi. Xiao Zhao has a house next door, but Xiao Yi doesn't have a house." Su Tang said, and took a few steps forward. He said to Lin Yi: "Since you are busy with work, let's go back. It's my fault this time. I shouldn't have lied to you.
If you have anything to do, let’s wait until the Chinese New Year to discuss it. "
Lin Yi was dumbfounded, a little unresponsive. His mother was actually apologizing to him. His mother actually said she was sorry?
Is this his mother? Why does it feel different?
But as soon as he raised his eyes, he met his mother's loving gaze. There were traces of time on his face that was no longer young, and at the end of his eyes.
Her eyes were full of tolerance for him, as if whatever decision he made was okay.
Lin Yi didn't know why, but he suddenly felt a little confused. He went out in a panic. He didn't calm down until he got to the station.
Only his mother's loving eyes were left in his mind. He thought, how could his mother be like this? Suddenly, he calmed down. Could it be that he was too tough, and now he wants to be a good person and a bad person?
No, didn't he use this method when he just graduated and decided to stay in S city instead of going home?
It wasn't until I returned to my residence, looked at the familiar room, and felt a sense of security in my heart that I slowly came back to my senses.
He has grown up, he has the ability to leave them, and they can no longer force him by any means.
As long as he doesn't care, he won't be like he was when he was a child
Lin Yi didn't know that a quarrel broke out at home after he left. It couldn't be said to be a quarrel, but Lin Weihua's unilateral rage.
Lin Weihua didn't understand why his wife suddenly changed what she had already agreed upon.
After his son left, he immediately got angry at his wife and said: "Ever since he graduated from college, he has come back every year for the Chinese New Year. Today, you finally tricked him into going home, and you just let him go.
It's all because of you that Lin Yi is what he is today. If you hadn't misunderstood his puppy love when he was in junior high school and went to his school to make trouble, he wouldn't be afraid of falling in love now! "
As Lin Weihua spoke, he didn't hear his wife speak and didn't care. His wife was always silent in front of him, and he kept venting his anger.
Maybe it was because Lin Yi's words just made him lose face, or maybe he suddenly felt that he had no authority in front of his son, so he tried to find confidence in his wife.
His wife didn't say anything, so he thought that he still had status at home.
