I don’t know how long he talked, maybe because he was tired, Lin Weihua stopped and said to his silent wife who was sitting on the sofa: “I’m hungry, let’s cook.
I don’t teach my children well, and I don’t even feel conscious about it when it’s time to eat. It’s because of you that I like drinking and don’t like going home. If it weren’t for you, Lin Yi wouldn’t misunderstand me. "
Lin Weihua blamed Su Tang for all his mistakes. It seemed that only in this way could he alleviate his inner guilt.
It's not like he didn't regret that he drank too much when he was young. As a result, at this age, he has accomplished nothing and kept his children from being close to him.
But then he thought that there was a reason for his drinking. If he hadn't suddenly lost his job, if his wife hadn't been suspicious all day long, and if his father-in-law hadn't been suppressed and belittled by his parents-in-law, he wouldn't have been drinking every day without going home.
The more Lin Weihua thought about it, the more confident he became. Anyway, it was others who caused him to be like this, and it was not his fault.
He also urged his wife to send a message to Lin Yi, saying that she must bring her partner back for the New Year this year and get married next year.
Unexpectedly, the wife snorted coldly and said, "Why get married? It's not a good thing. If he doesn't want to get married, just get married. Anyway, I won't force him anymore."
Su Tang said, getting up and going out.
Lin Weihua's eyes widened in disbelief. What he just said actually came from his wife's mouth. Seeing his wife changing her shoes and about to go out, Lin Weihua hurriedly asked: "Where are you going? Are you ready for dinner?"
"Whoever wants to eat can do it. Anyway, I'm not hungry." Su Tang replied without saying where he was going.
Regardless of what Lin Weidong said later, he left home with his bag, went downstairs, and breathed a long sigh of relief when he saw the blue sky and the reddish leaves not far away.
I was so busy thinking about things in this life that I didn't even listen to what Li Weihua was saying. When I came back to my senses, I only heard him asking me to cook.
Cooking?
What to cook!
She has such a bad attitude and still wants to eat the rice she cooked, so just eat it in her dreams.
It was already past two o'clock in the afternoon. Su Tang felt his stomach and found that he was indeed hungry, so he found a restaurant at random and ordered a few of his favorite side dishes to fill his stomach.
After dinner, she went to the barber shop to get a fashionable hairstyle. After the hairstyle was done, it was only seven o'clock in the evening. Su Tang asked the barber to take a photo of her and sent it to Lin Yi.
She edited the message and apologized again: "It was my fault to pretend to be sick and trick you into coming back. My mother has fully realized her mistake and promises not to make it again next time.
You work hard, and as for your father's words, just ignore them. Your brain is numbed by alcohol, and you can't say anything serious.
Mom has also thought clearly. When you grow up, you will have the ability to distinguish right from wrong. Mom will not interfere in your life. "
After sending this message, Su Tang saw that Li Weihua had sent her many messages, so she deleted the dialog box with the red dot and continued to send messages to Lin Yi. After all, a man who only recognized wine was not as important as his son.
When Lin Yi woke up from his sleep, he found many unread messages, all sent by his mother. He was a little hesitant, afraid that when he opened them, there would be some complaints and complaints.
He remembered that when he was very young, when his father was still working, he also had a happy family, with a stalwart father and a loving mother.
But later, his father lost his job, was looked down upon by his grandparents, and complained by his grandparents. The stalwart father began to drink.
My mother, who was originally very energetic and energetic, seemed to have been smoothed away by life and her depressed father.
It only took one year to go from a happy family to a home full of lifelessness.
After his father became an alcoholic, his mother took him to look for his drinking father every day. He might find him at a barbecue stall, on a bench in the park, or under dim street lights.
In order to maintain the family's expenses, the mother had to work two jobs a day, rush back to cook after work, and take him to his father after work at night. The mother once said that if it weren't for him, she would have been with him a long time ago. My father is divorced. At that time, he thought he was a burden to his mother and lived cautiously.
He was afraid that his mother would really abandon him and run away, and that he would really become a motherless child.
Later, when he went to elementary school, he thought that because of him, his mother was trapped in such a painful family. Is he too selfish? So for the first time, he expected his mother to divorce his father.
My mother is divorced, so I don’t have to be so tired.
Maybe after my mother left, no one could tolerate my father anymore, and my father would be able to fend for himself.
But unexpectedly, when she heard his words, her mother was shocked and in disbelief. She said she couldn't understand how she could say such a thing.
At that time, Lin Yi suddenly understood that it was not because of him that his mother refused to divorce.
His mother didn't stick to this family because of her. Although Lin Yi didn't know why now, he knew that he was just an outlet for his mother's painful life.
He pitied his mother and hated his father, so he didn't want to get married.
As he grew up, he discovered that no matter how hard he tried to avoid it, he had inherited some traits from his parents.
I was very scared when I first found out, but later I felt calm. I didn't plan to get married anyway, and no one would be hurt because of him.
Lin Yi looked at the red dot, thought for a long time, and then clicked it. Unexpectedly, she was not complaining about how inconsiderate her father was, nor was she envious of how outstanding her aunt's cousin was, nor was she talking about her next door neighbor. How cute the little grandson is.
More than a dozen messages, all apologies and self-analysis of his neglect over the years.
Lin Yi frowned, wondering what opera his mother was singing. Also, didn't her mother only make voice sounds before? Why did you type so many words this time?
Lin Yi opened the keyboard, typed a few words, and deleted them one by one. He took a sip of water, walked around the simple room, picked up the phone, and praised his mother's beautiful hairstyle.
After sending this message, he started reading from the first message.
Seeing my mother say that she has her own life, she should also pursue her life, or find more things to do, so that she won't just think about interfering in his affairs all day long.
Watching his mother apologize, she apologized for pretending to be sick today, and she apologized for going to his school and causing a scene many years ago because of an unfounded suspicion, which caused him to have no friends.
Lin Yi didn't expect that after more than 20 years, he would be able to wait for his mother's apology.
He remembered that when he first entered junior high school, his grandparents held a celebration party for his cousin who signed a good job. After returning from the celebration party, something was wrong with his mother. From that day on, his mother attached great importance to his study.
He even went to the head teacher specifically because his deskmate was a girl.
Can't come home late, have no social interactions, no friends.
Facing the strange looks from his classmates and teachers, Lin Yi felt extremely sad.
The third year of junior high school was his darkest time. Everyone knew that he had a very powerful mother, so they were unwilling to get close to him.
Later, when he got to college, his mother realized that he would never be like his cousin, so he could take a breather.
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